Coming down from my rollercoaster high. I had a good time I always do with my mom ( Read more... )

Everytime I get sleep deprived and stay up watching too much T.V. Then I try to lay in bed with all the technology turned off. Then I get restless then I decide I'll stay up and clean my eternally cluttered room. I always end up folding some clothes then I turn back to the dreaded Facebook. I activate it and lavish in the useless stream of ( Read more... )

What is your desire? Good luck finding it.... 

I posted something before I went to New York. I was in such good spirits. It's a shame I couldn't post it due to Livejournal needing email verification. I talked about how I felt blessed to have the family and friends that I do have. And how I used to hate when people used that word because it sounded so snooty and the opposite of holy. But there ( Read more... )

Everytime I see an asian girl I get nervous and worry it's Manami, which I shouldn't be. Our break was clean and she didn't mind at all that I was dropping Japanese and her as a speaking parter. She even said she would help me in the future if I took Japanese again which I doubt I will. I would love to I just feel like I would want to learn it solo ( Read more... )

I just haven't really WOW-ed anyone yet and it's just pissing me the fuck off.

I'm so terrified to do the things I want to do. I think it's because I know now that you never get what you want so it's not going to be how I like it or how it should be. Plus im just scared im going to do it wrong. Im being a fool. These entries are so common nowadays.

how true that Garden State line is. You know the one where he talks about how weird it is to go back to the house where you grew up and realize that's it's not your home anymore. That's exactly how I feel in the D-block house now. It's just a bunch of rooms with furniture and crap in it. It's weird because I don't feel like the Huntington apartment ( Read more... )

FML.

just falling back down the hole again.

Sorry for the depressing updates.