Comments | camelliamagic: 22nd~

camelliamagic

22nd~

May 09, 2009 12:50

So...that was the future was it?

[Filtered to Friends]

...I think...I may owe some of you an explanation. If you remember certain things from what the castle did, well...I willing to be honest about it. I don't want to lie anymore unnecessarily.

[OOC: So yes, while her personal future doesn't exactly bother her, since she did manage to make peace ( Read more... )

sad thoughts, post event trauma, don't know what to say, my brothers a death eater, worried for friends, guilty, masamune

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Private blackbloodcrona May 9 2009, 17:25:39 UTC

It's all right Tsubaki...you don't have to say anything if you don't want to. You can talk about things when you're ready.

Private camelliamagic May 9 2009, 22:47:13 UTC

Well, it's all out now anyway, I don't want to pretend it's all okay. Now that you all know about it I don't want to go on like before, it'll make it seem like I take you all for idiots, and you're not, you're my friends. I just...

...I promised I wouldn't tell when Masamune got locked away, for obvious reasons. My parents just wanted to protect me so I wouldn't have a hard time when I started school, but, well, I guess I'm hoping now that no one will think less of me, no matter how selfish that might sound.

Re: Private blackbloodcrona May 10 2009, 01:29:56 UTC

Of course we don't think less of you! My own mother was a Death Eater. I was kept under the Imperious Curse most of my life. I don't think I have room to judge anyone.
...everyone has their secrets and their reason for not telling them. You did what you did to protect your family. That's pretty admirable if you ask me.

Private camelliamagic May 10 2009, 02:35:47 UTC

I know, I guess at least I was never harmed like you were and should be grateful.

Still...I think really I was too scared and guilty to speak about it. I mean...I pushed him into being this way, it's because he hated me so much.

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makachopgo May 9 2009, 19:54:05 UTC

I can only hope that wasn't the future.

[Private to Tsubaki]

Oh, no, you don't owe anything. We can just forget it happened and you can come back to it when you feel more comfortable. It wouldn't be right to know something so personal because the castle put it out in the open.

Private camelliamagic May 9 2009, 22:49:17 UTC

Hopefully some things can be changed.

Thank you Maka, but I'd feel like I was being even more dishonest now than I was before in regards to hiding this, though there was good reason. I don't want to treat my friends like their ignorant just for the sake of protecting my own feelings.