22nd~

[camelliamagic]

So...that was the future was it?

[Filtered to Friends]

...I think...I may owe some of you an explanation. If you remember certain things from what the castle did, well...I willing to be honest about it. I don't want to lie anymore unnecessarily.

[OOC: So yes, while her personal future doesn't exactly bother her, since she did manage to make peace

Comments

Private

[blackbloodcrona]

It's all right Tsubaki...you don't have to say anything if you don't want to. You can talk about things when you're ready.

Private

[camelliamagic]

Well, it's all out now anyway, I don't want to pretend it's all okay. Now that you all know about it I don't want to go on like before, it'll make it seem like I take you all for idiots, and you're not, you're my friends. I just...

...I promised I wouldn't tell when Masamune got locked away, for obvious reasons. My parents just wanted to protect me so I wouldn't have a hard time when I started school, but, well, I guess I'm hoping now that no one will think less of me, no matter how selfish that might sound.

Re: Private

[blackbloodcrona]

Of course we don't think less of you! My own mother was a Death Eater. I was kept under the Imperious Curse most of my life. I don't think I have room to judge anyone.
...everyone has their secrets and their reason for not telling them. You did what you did to protect your family. That's pretty admirable if you ask me.

Private

[camelliamagic]

I know, I guess at least I was never harmed like you were and should be grateful.

Still...I think really I was too scared and guilty to speak about it. I mean...I pushed him into being this way, it's because he hated me so much.

Re: Private

[blackbloodcrona]

Well, I don't remember an awful lot..just snippets... so for that I'm greatful. I know I did some really bad things that I wouldn't want to remember.

It's not your fault..you can't control other people's decisions.

Private

[camelliamagic]

You would never have done them of your own accord though Crona, you were just used.

Maybe, I don't really understand how my intentions were misinterpreted, but...if only they had named me the heir, he would never have got so angry and left.