If you are on my friends list, I want to know 36 things about you ( Read more... )

AHHH! I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!

it's really really sad what i've become. i guess its finally time for me to admit it to myself and start making some changes. either that or turn back to the antidepressants. god. i'm. so. fucking. miserable.

i am almost 24. i wanted to be engaged by 23. i know it takes finding the right person. i feel like i have but like we're not on the same page in some things, and then i question everything. i'm so confused. i am just hurting really bad inside. i don't know what to do. i'm so in love, and i feel like it's too much. is there such thing as being TOO ( Read more... )

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sigh...

Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )

why is everyone getting engaged/married? i am NEVER going to get married. i am never going to be engaged. i'm never going to get to enjoy the moment of having a ring on my finger. never :(
am i ever going to get out of this slump of wanting to die???

THIS IS WHY I HATE LIVEJOURNAL ( Read more... )