so i'm really homesick. i've never been at college for this long and still been homesick. maybe it's because everything is different. hannah is gone, i have a new roommate (who is really nice and who i actually like a lot) and i'm not rooming with lee (i miss her! and she is engaged now =) ), and there are new girls in my old room, so no going back ( Read more... )

so i am officially moved in now. pretty much it was like this: i undid my whole room, then moved it, then made it again. and now i have to pack to go home. and then i have to pack to go to south carolina. and then i have to unpack from both packings when i get home from that ( Read more... )

so finals are over. i had my last one today, and it wasn't bad. in fact, none of them were bad. the bioscience and philosophy tests were like any other test, and although i had to write four essays for bible, i think i did well. lol it was so bad this week though, i just couldn't concentrate, i was so ADD (and i actually HAVE the disorder, so i can ( Read more... )

so is it a bad sign that i am tired of studying already ( Read more... )

update: so my depression hit on the night of the dance ( Read more... )

SO HOW COME NOBODY FREAKING COMMENTS WHEN i WRITE HUGE LONG POSTS?????
guess who feels ignored?
guess who wants to be home right now?

argh.

So I've gone to bed at three for the past two nights, monday because of homework and tuesday because of 'deck the halls', this thing where every hall in the complex decorates and whoever does the best wins something or idk what. maybe just the pride of saying you are the best. ours is christmas in candyland and it looks so cool. i'll try to get ( Read more... )

so went to bed at 2:30 last night bc i was studying for a bioscience exam, bleck. i think i did okay though. im still having panic attacks and they suck, but i talked to Rachel and she said that i need to have more self-confidence so i don't worry as much about what other people think and ryan said that i remember every bad thing that i do but none ( Read more... )

so my roommate is thinking about moving into one of her friend's dorm rooms next semester, so i might be getting a new roommate, probably a girl that is tripled on our floor. it makes me nervous.

so i stayed up till 4am last night doing hwork and woke up this morning for a 9am class, pray for me on Thursday, i'll need it, and expect another depressing post then ( Read more... )