I am slowly coming to terms with who I am. Little by little I realize who I am and get a clearer picture of my self. I don’t know if I am simply going through a phase of life or if I am really who I think I am. I seem to have many perspectives and none of them seem to be far from each other. The same question still dwells my mind of whether I ( Read more... )

Why is it, what is this fear inside me. I know were she works, I know were I can find her, but why don’t I do anything? The feeling only gets stronger, and it kills me inside little by little. I go by the place she works, but I do nothing. Why. I hate this, I feel as if I want to, but cant. At times I can’t sleep, eat, I can’t do anything because ( Read more... )

Well, I can’t sleep because I keep thinking about her. I like it in a way because every time I think of her I am, happy, and I get this warm feeling inside, but then again, it sucks because then you want that person so bad and it bothers you, you know??? I think, am thinking of her because earlier today I was talking to a friend about the same ( Read more... )

Hello douches, if you are reading this then that means that you like me, don’t have a life and at this moment have nothing better to do. Well today I had a weird good and bad day. It was ok until lunch ended; I was heading to my 5th period class when I felt a weird thing in my shoulder. A FUCKING BIRD CRAPPED ON ME!!!! For the third freckin time a ( Read more... )

Alrighty, now I have the time and internet to come here a little more often. The only good news is that we now have Xbox Live and it’s awesome. Also, this weekend I'm going snowboarding with Tasha for her Bday. Xbox Live is awesome, I just spent a few hours playing Halo 2, and I was at level 9, then the gayness of Terrorist came and brought it back ( Read more... )

Hello losers, well happy New Year. It’s been a long time since I came here, and what do I find when I get here, four more people added to the "friends of" list thing. One I knew already, but the others I didn’t and I had to go to their journals to find out just who the hell they were. New updates for you turds, I GOT A HAIR CUT, old news but it ( Read more... )

Hmmm, well my group didn’t make it past semis. Luis was the only one, and we are so proud of that guy. He got, wait let me rephrase that, he earned 1st place. But other than that, we had fun, it was cool, then we continued the tradition of raiding Denny’s. Hmmm, I have news people, I now officially have an enemy, and I don’t even know who that ( Read more... )

Well, Festival is on Saturday and the group is getting it together. At first I thought that we weren’t going to make it, but now I am starting to think that we might even get to Semis. But what ever happens, happens, just going to the last festival of my life, and going to try to enjoy it. It’s been great here, I no longer have anyone bothering me ( Read more... )

Hmm, well my mammy is leaving tomorrow @ like 7:00 AM, then I won’t see her till like X-Mass. MAN THIS SUCKS NUTS, yea other than that the only thing new is that got my hair straightened, it was mom’s idea. She said she wanted to see me with straight hair, so I was ok with it, and man straight hair is great, so much better than curly hair. It’s ( Read more... )

Well, I guess that little strand of luck I had has worn off. Ever since that day it’s been back to normal stuff. Same old same old here, bored out of my Jewish ass and I wana do something, but at the same time, am too lazy to even move. That’s what happens when youre a Jew. Well, what can I say, intersession is like a giant turd still stuck in my ( Read more... )