Feb 07, 2005 01:15
Well, I can’t sleep because I keep thinking about her. I like it in a way because every time I think of her I am, happy, and I get this warm feeling inside, but then again, it sucks because then you want that person so bad and it bothers you, you know??? I think, am thinking of her because earlier today I was talking to a friend about the same matter. Shit, it sucks. Well, this is to anyone that is reading this, if you have someone that you like, and that person is in front of you, take a chance, and do it, tell that person how you feel. Cuz if you don’t, then you’ll end up like me, and that person might leave and you might not have another chance to tell that person how you really fell. As you can see it’s pretty late, and I can’t stop thinking of her. It sucks wanting someone and not being able to have them. It will bother you because every were you go, everyone you see, will remind you of that person, and it might stay with you, probably forever, if you really loved that person. You’ll see of course other people, some cute, some funny, some all out, but you probably will never find another as such. That person might be the only one, and that person is gone, so, what do you do??? Every song I listen to I can picture her, or imagine her singing the song to me, and you know, I close my eyes, and it’s a feeling like no other, to see that person and imagine how life would have been with her. It gets to a point to were I can almost pick up her scent, and even touch her. It’s indescribable, and it sucks, it being just your imagination, so, what would you do??? You get to a point that you will do anything to see that person in front of you, to hug them, to, just have them, and have a second chance, to express the love inside that you have chained up to some how, some day release, and forget about everything else. It’s a feeling that no matter how much you try to forget, you can’t, and it will stay with you. You start to fantasize, that someday, somewhere, somehow that person will just show up in front of you. So, what would you do??? How do you know if you’re in love???
Camajew