if only you could ever know.

i dream too much.

it wasnt for me. i keep holdin on. i dont know what to do again.

i know this story about a boy who forgave a girl when he shouldnt have. shoulda run the fuck out after shit went down. had no fuckin business even communicating to her. but he didnt run. he let what happened be in the past. he figured he was taught *i give a chance, ill get one when i have it comin*. nope. got fuckin screwed ( Read more... )

life is suckin a little more than i thought it would for the holidays. im running out of dreams to chase.

i dont know what to do.

im a fool.

time to prove youve got some worth left andrew. here goes nothing.

i saw a look i hadnt seen in a while.

but it wasnt for me.

ive completely lost it.

just the thoughts are endless pain.

people keep saying ill mend, but i feel like im bleeding to death.
i dont ever want to fall so deep again. im just not worth the trouble.

ok. if anyone would like to be in a low budget slasher comedy, please let me know. and call me. messages on lj mean just about nothing. we need lots of victims and a few girls who wouldn't mind being nude for one specific scene. let me know soon because we have a production meeting within the week ( Read more... )

ya know what? fuck this. if i said everything i wanted to say right now, id never fucking here the end of it.

i fucking hate this. never again. i want to choke on my own puke tonight.

but how was your day.

since i lack the spirit and heart to write something original, ill just quote the man.

but if i had a shotgun
you know what i'd do?
i'd point that shit straight at the sky
and shoot heaven on down for you

dont worry beautiful. i hate me too.

Early man walked away as modern man took control ( Read more... )