my heart hurts..
i dont know whats wrong
i want to have fun
or die
either one
i dont really care

ok soo dj likes me... he told me, i told him i liek him... and yeah...so thats awesome...but i still liek alex nd kevin... nd i think kevin likes me...ahh ok
i really lieks dj tho
ahh why does he have to be goin away... poop he wont be back till august...

ok sooooo i have soo much to unload about boys... but first i will list all the boys who i have ANY sort of attraction to... and i will give some basic info...jsut so it is clear ( Read more... )

hmm ( Read more... )

i like to think that on most occasions i am pretty elloquent.

but right now
i dont know what to say, i cant express how i feel...

completely alone, and really lost.

i think that there is no such thing as true love... there cant be, and if there is such a thing, its only for special people.

im sneaking out again tonight ( Read more... )

nothinggggg ( Read more... )

yeah shortest relationship ever, i think it was like five days. oh well i was gonna do it anyway cuz hes just not right for me. he was really nice, and i liked hanging out wiht him, but hes too happy, hes never been through the things i have and he just is in a completely different place then i am ( Read more... )

i feel like crap, i look liek crap, and i kinda want to die. its days liek these that make me praise summer (as in creative writing class poems like "hoorayyy summer" or "where has my summer gone ( Read more... )

a brandon, right now.
I want him to hold me, and I want kisses... right now... I suppose I should have to wait.