What I wrote for facebook but don't have the bravery to post

[callmebee]

What you don't know, is that when you deal with years of psychological abuse and manipulation, you wake up some mornings and your face is wet and you can't breath. You dreamed of him.
Sometimes you can't stop crying and you're not sure why until you realize your brain is playing a compilation of the Worst Moments, on a loop.  You can't stop it.  And

Comments

[belenen]

Acknowledging it publicly is a big step, even if in a place with a smaller audience. I hope ypu can get up the courage to do it on too.

[callmebee]

The social backlash really scares me