I'm just not happy anymore. Nothing I do makes me happy, I am at my all time low in life. I wish I knew how to get out of it.

I only wish you knew how much I miss those words...

So quite a bit has been going on over the last few months. I started looking at apartments a few weeks back along with houses. I have one more apartment to look at this week and then ill know where I am going to be living. I am pretty sure I am going to be living at the Spring Hill Apartments in Utica. They are really nice and a lot bigger and ( Read more... )

Some of the things you say hurt me more then you know. Im pretty sure you don't mean them but that could just be me wishing.

I had a major breakdown today. Its been a while, i though i was done with them.

I finally figured it out.

It's official, I quit.

I know no one reads this but i just needed to let this go. All i do now is work and think about you. I hate it. I want to have a life, i want to feel wanted. Its like no one cares about me, if i dissapered for a week no one would even notice or care. Like right now i could leave for a month and like 2 people would say something and it sucks. I wish ( Read more... )

I feel like i have lost my life.
You consume my thoughts.
You're in every dream.
Everywhere i go you're there.
Why?
What happen?
I wish it never came to this.

I wish i knew what happen. What did i do wrong? what didnt i do? how did it come to this? I just want to know why, why it came to this.