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I know no one reads this but i just needed to let this go. All i do now is work and think about you. I hate it. I want to have a life, i want to feel wanted. Its like no one cares about me, if i dissapered for a week no one would even notice or care. Like right now i could leave for a month and like 2 people would say something and it sucks. I wish i didnt fuck things up. I just want to be happy again, feel alive. Any feeling at all and i would like it.