내가 사랑했던 이름 (6/?)
Title:내가 사랑했던 이름
Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Chapter: 6/?
Summary: Jonghyun want their relationship to be more than friends, but Key don't want to.
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-Jonghyun POV-
When we arrived at the dorm, I felt all weary but the sweet couple was still chattering over which country to go. Both of them snuggled together on the couch, Taemin lying on Minho’s board shoulder, his warm hands wrapped around his tiny waist.
“Hyung, how about New Zealand? Do you remember we went they to take our photo shoot for the day and night book? The scenery there is really beautiful.” Minho nodded.
“We will go whatever place you want to go.” I didn’t know Minho can be that cheesy. His sentence his somehow saying, the place that Minho wants to go is where there is a person called Lee Taemin. My eyes turned to look at Kibum, do you know how much I want to tell you this too?
I can’t go to where you want to go but I really hope you would stay in Korea for me. At least keep me accompanied. He noticed that I was staring at him, he only turned away. Jinki, how do you think I could even take a step closer? I haven’t even made a step, he’s backing away.
It was twelve in the night, I flipped and turned on my bed numerous of times. I just couldn’t fall asleep. I got up, I couldn’t let my heart calm down at all. There’s only a way to help me. I sneaked out of the room and to the three other members shared room.
I crouched beside him, staring at his peaceful sleeping face. I caress his cheeks softly. He gradually opened his eyes, his hands held onto mine. I stopped my action.
“What are you doing here, Jjong?” he whispered sleepily. He rubbed his eyes so cutely.
“I can’t fall sleep. Can you keep me accompanied?” I made a sad puppy face, hoping he would agree. He grinned slightly and pulled me along back to my room. I was glad that both of us were skinny enough lie on the bed. I hugged him as if he was a pillow, buried my face at the crook of his neck. His scent and his warm made me feel sleepy.
“Goodnight Jjong.” He whispered in my ears.
“Goodnight, Key.” I muttered before I find myself floating into dream land.
I finally made up my mind to break up with SeKyung. Even though we were a couple but I don’t really spend time with her all. Although we frequently message on phone, I don’t feel anything for her. There was no point of continuing at all.
It was cold tonight, I was standing at the park that was near her house. I decided to end this once and for all. I saw her walking in my direction. You can do this Jonghyun.
“Hey, Sekyung.” I brought up a smile.
“Oppa, what was it that you want to talk to me about?” I took a deep breath in.
“Let’s break up. There’s no point continuing this relationship.” Her expression changed, 360 degree.
“But Oppa, we are a perfect match. Even the fans have started to accept us.”
“Sekyung, I’m sorry. All these while, you weren’t the one I really love. I used you to make the one I love comfortable around me, but I find it even more painful in this way. It’s not you, it’s me.” I explained.
“Alright! Kim Jonghyun! Listen up! I’m the one who is asking for a break up and not you! So get it clear!” She turned away, stomping her feet in the snow. Finally, I’m back as in single. Right now, I just want to tell Kibum about this.
I snuggled under the warm cover to get close to Kibum. This time round, I was sleeping on his bed. He stirred up awaken by movement on bed. He looked at me.
“Kibum, I broke up with Sekyung today.” He smiled.
“Am I the last one to know about this kind of things again?” he asked sarcastically.
“No, you are the first one.” I pressed his forehead lightly on my chest, making him listen to my heartbeat. How I wish you would know that my heart is beating for you.
We continued staying as best friend, performing for those end of year events. Like usual, we would provide moments for the fans to scream and shout. I was glad you never pushed me away. I never thought you would agree to the pocky stick, but did. Even though you were the first one to move away, but I’m already very happy that you were willing to do it.
Soon this year was coming to an end. Kibum, I’ll make you fall in love with me by next year… This is the promise I made to myself. All of us gather in the living room, watching variety show as we spend our day off together as SHINee. During commercial break, Key finally stood up.
“Guys, I have something to tell you all…” Key stood in front of us, there was a question look on all of us. He took in a breath before announcing the news.
“I’m going overseas to further my studies.” Just with one sentence, he totally broke and shattered my dream. Dreams of him, forever by my side… Shattered…
“Key, you are joking right?” I was hoping he said yes, but he was dead serious… I know, I could see.
“I’m going there next week.” I felt a throbbing pain in my heart… What’s the hurry?
“Actually, I had received the letter a long time ago… I just didn’t tell you all… I had a talk with manager hyung… He had already told me about the company having the thought of letting SHINee to have a vacation… This is when I decided to further my studies…” Key, you already knew, why… Why did you keep it to yourself? So all these while you never pushed me away was just to create memories for me to remember when you’re gone. Right?
But do you know memories would soon be habits? Without you, I don’t know how to fall asleep at night. Since you kept it from me, I guess… You really want to leave me, so I won’t stop you.
“Go then.” I felt hurt, how can he keep it from me? I’m his best friend for god sake. I went back to my room, slamming the door behind.
-Jinki POV-
It wasn’t a surprised that Jonghyun didn’t sneak in tonight after Kibum said that he was leaving. Either did Kibum went over to have a nice chat with him. In the quiet room, all I could hear was someone soft sobbing. I’m sure it wasn’t coming from Taemin. Then there’s only one person left. I made my way to his bed.
“Key…” I called his name softly as I placed my hand on his shoulder.
“Jonghyun, is angry with me, right?” How can I lie when what happened in the afternoon showed everything?
“Kibum, you should know that he would be angry. Why did you even decide to leave?” He shook his head in despair…
“I can’t stay in Korean anymore… I just can’t…” I pulled him in my arms, embrace him.
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I have an off day today ALL BECAUSE I'm sick.
or else I don't have an off...
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Pairing: Jonghyun/Key, !oneside Onew/Key, !side Minho/Taemin
Rating: PG-15
Genre: Angst/Fluff
Chapter: 6/?
Summary: Jonghyun want their relationship to be more than friends, but Key don't want to.
(Previous Chapter) | (Next Chapter)
-Jonghyun POV-
When we arrived at the dorm, I felt all weary but the sweet couple was still chattering over which country to go. Both of them snuggled together on the couch, Taemin lying on Minho’s board shoulder, his warm hands wrapped around his tiny waist.
“Hyung, how about New Zealand? Do you remember we went they to take our photo shoot for the day and night book? The scenery there is really beautiful.” Minho nodded.
“We will go whatever place you want to go.” I didn’t know Minho can be that cheesy. His sentence his somehow saying, the place that Minho wants to go is where there is a person called Lee Taemin. My eyes turned to look at Kibum, do you know how much I want to tell you this too?
I can’t go to where you want to go but I really hope you would stay in Korea for me. At least keep me accompanied. He noticed that I was staring at him, he only turned away. Jinki, how do you think I could even take a step closer? I haven’t even made a step, he’s backing away.
It was twelve in the night, I flipped and turned on my bed numerous of times. I just couldn’t fall asleep. I got up, I couldn’t let my heart calm down at all. There’s only a way to help me. I sneaked out of the room and to the three other members shared room.
I crouched beside him, staring at his peaceful sleeping face. I caress his cheeks softly. He gradually opened his eyes, his hands held onto mine. I stopped my action.
“What are you doing here, Jjong?” he whispered sleepily. He rubbed his eyes so cutely.
“I can’t fall sleep. Can you keep me accompanied?” I made a sad puppy face, hoping he would agree. He grinned slightly and pulled me along back to my room. I was glad that both of us were skinny enough lie on the bed. I hugged him as if he was a pillow, buried my face at the crook of his neck. His scent and his warm made me feel sleepy.
“Goodnight Jjong.” He whispered in my ears.
“Goodnight, Key.” I muttered before I find myself floating into dream land.
I finally made up my mind to break up with SeKyung. Even though we were a couple but I don’t really spend time with her all. Although we frequently message on phone, I don’t feel anything for her. There was no point of continuing at all.
It was cold tonight, I was standing at the park that was near her house. I decided to end this once and for all. I saw her walking in my direction. You can do this Jonghyun.
“Hey, Sekyung.” I brought up a smile.
“Oppa, what was it that you want to talk to me about?” I took a deep breath in.
“Let’s break up. There’s no point continuing this relationship.” Her expression changed, 360 degree.
“But Oppa, we are a perfect match. Even the fans have started to accept us.”
“Sekyung, I’m sorry. All these while, you weren’t the one I really love. I used you to make the one I love comfortable around me, but I find it even more painful in this way. It’s not you, it’s me.” I explained.
“Alright! Kim Jonghyun! Listen up! I’m the one who is asking for a break up and not you! So get it clear!” She turned away, stomping her feet in the snow. Finally, I’m back as in single. Right now, I just want to tell Kibum about this.
I snuggled under the warm cover to get close to Kibum. This time round, I was sleeping on his bed. He stirred up awaken by movement on bed. He looked at me.
“Kibum, I broke up with Sekyung today.” He smiled.
“Am I the last one to know about this kind of things again?” he asked sarcastically.
“No, you are the first one.” I pressed his forehead lightly on my chest, making him listen to my heartbeat. How I wish you would know that my heart is beating for you.
We continued staying as best friend, performing for those end of year events. Like usual, we would provide moments for the fans to scream and shout. I was glad you never pushed me away. I never thought you would agree to the pocky stick, but did. Even though you were the first one to move away, but I’m already very happy that you were willing to do it.
Soon this year was coming to an end. Kibum, I’ll make you fall in love with me by next year… This is the promise I made to myself. All of us gather in the living room, watching variety show as we spend our day off together as SHINee. During commercial break, Key finally stood up.
“Guys, I have something to tell you all…” Key stood in front of us, there was a question look on all of us. He took in a breath before announcing the news.
“I’m going overseas to further my studies.” Just with one sentence, he totally broke and shattered my dream. Dreams of him, forever by my side… Shattered…
“Key, you are joking right?” I was hoping he said yes, but he was dead serious… I know, I could see.
“I’m going there next week.” I felt a throbbing pain in my heart… What’s the hurry?
“Actually, I had received the letter a long time ago… I just didn’t tell you all… I had a talk with manager hyung… He had already told me about the company having the thought of letting SHINee to have a vacation… This is when I decided to further my studies…” Key, you already knew, why… Why did you keep it to yourself? So all these while you never pushed me away was just to create memories for me to remember when you’re gone. Right?
But do you know memories would soon be habits? Without you, I don’t know how to fall asleep at night. Since you kept it from me, I guess… You really want to leave me, so I won’t stop you.
“Go then.” I felt hurt, how can he keep it from me? I’m his best friend for god sake. I went back to my room, slamming the door behind.
-Jinki POV-
It wasn’t a surprised that Jonghyun didn’t sneak in tonight after Kibum said that he was leaving. Either did Kibum went over to have a nice chat with him. In the quiet room, all I could hear was someone soft sobbing. I’m sure it wasn’t coming from Taemin. Then there’s only one person left. I made my way to his bed.
“Key…” I called his name softly as I placed my hand on his shoulder.
“Jonghyun, is angry with me, right?” How can I lie when what happened in the afternoon showed everything?
“Kibum, you should know that he would be angry. Why did you even decide to leave?” He shook his head in despair…
“I can’t stay in Korean anymore… I just can’t…” I pulled him in my arms, embrace him.
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Merry Christmas!
Well, I hope the no of comment doesn't tell me the no of readers..
cause if it does, I would be super sad... >.<
I have an off day today ALL BECAUSE I'm sick.
or else I don't have an off...
PLEASE COMMENT!!!