In My Heart (2/?)

Dec 28, 2010 19:57

Title: In My Heart (2/?)
Pairing: Minho/Taemin
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG 15
Chapter: 2/?
Summary: Minho finally met the Lucifer guy only to find himself getting his emotion all mix up.

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-Minho POV-

After that day, the Lucifer guy went missing in action. I never get to see him again. I continued on my life, as if I never met someone who looked almost exactly like my love. I never had a chance to meet him and talk to him… Does he have the same character as Taemin does? Wait… I shouldn’t be thinking about this… About a week later, Jonghyun decided to bring me out again.

No matter how much I rejected Jonghyun but still he pulled me with him to Sapphire Blue bar. When we reached, we made our way to the bar top. Heechul Hyung was there mixing up drinks.

“Hey, Minho and Jonghyun. It’s been a long time since I saw both of you coming together.” He laughed as he placed his specialty on the table and pushed it to me.

“Here’s abandoned.” I picked up that yellow-coloured drink and took a few sip of it. He knows about my situation, that’s why he gave me this drink. He pushed love to Jonghyun, of course without a doubt. Jonghyun and Key’s love has always been strong after that fateful accident, the accident which taught them how to cherish…

“Minho, are you free?” Whenever he asked that, I know he going to ask me to help him again. I was once bodyguard in this bar where I protect those dancers from lechers but that was years ago… After having Taemin in my life, I quit that job and focus on taking care of my Taeminnie. But… I failed. I failed to protect him from those guys. I gulped down the whole drink in one shot.

“Sorry hyung. I still need to focus on my study.” I lied. Actually I don’t think I would be able to help him out when I couldn’t even protect someone I love. Jonghyun pat on my shoulder, he knows me too well sometimes.

I gazed around the bar, tonight was a little packed than usual

“Is there some special performance tonight?” Heechul smirked. He nodded his head.

“It’s someone that I wanted to ask you to protect. Well, how about staying back a little longer to see it before giving me your answer again.” I could see confidence in him, the confidence of making me saying yes. His confidence frightens me.

The lights dimmed, spotlight on the stage went brighter. The audience below the stage cheered for the person. It’s him. Taemin look like dancer, Lucifer.

He was wearing a normal t-shirt, except for the fact it was long enough to cover his butt. His pant should be totally illegal. Is that guy that poor until he doesn’t have enough money to buy a new one? The number of holes on it was more than what I could count with my hands. It’s revealing most of his thighs. The skinny is way too tight, shaping his butt making him looked like a whore.

Was it because he looked like Taemin, that’s why my heart was feeling frustrated? His moves around the stage making sure every of his audience catch a good view of him. He fall his knees on the floor, sliding up and down so erotically which made males below scream. Without the makeup and hair, he does really look like Taemin…

“Hyung, watch the new dance that Key umma just taught me.” He pressed the play button on his ipod before he made his way in front of me. The rhythm was heavy and slowly, sounded a little sexy… His face expression changed, no longer that innocent smile. He glides up and down on the floor. Sliding his hands up slowly, pulling up his t-shirt a little to show off his skin…

I went over to stop the song and then hugged him tightly in my arms. That wasn’t what I hope Taemin grow up to be… He should always be innocent…

“Promise me not to dance like this anymore.” I whispered into his ears… A small nod from him, I know he would forever be my innocent Taemin.

Heechul hyung had already placed another abandoned on in front of me, I drank it in one shot.

“I’ll help you.” I cursed myself for not being able to say no… He smirked as he was right. Jonghyun then excused himself as he still want to go home early to keep his Kibummie accompanied. Soon after, Lucifer came down.

“Nice show, Lucifer!” He passed Lucifer a cup of apple juice before walking off. He sat down beside me, lips curled up as he looked into my eyes.

“You are Minho, right?” he took a sip of the apple juice that Heechul prepared. His voice was exactly like Taemin. I nodded my head, couldn’t utter a single word because I was too mesmerized by his look… His eyes were like Taemin, except for the fact he was wearing contact lens… The gaze… Taemin… No… No… He’s not Lee Taemin.

“Do I really look like him?” Him? Did he know about Taemin’s presence?

“You mean Taemin?” he nodded. “Yeah, you look like him… Just that you have makeup and your hair is longer…” he grinned.

“Lucifer, is your nickname… Isn’t it?” he laughed a little.

“Of course it’s a nickname.” This really made me curious for his real name… Someone who looked like Taemin…

“I don’t want to keep calling you by your nickname… What do I call you then?”

“Taemin.” I froze. Taemin? As it T-A-E-M-I-N? Taemin?

“Come on, your real name.” I thought he was joking, since if he knows Taemin’s presence, he should know Taemin’s name. He looked like he was joking, I kept lying to myself that he was joking… But he looked so serious.

“I’m serious, my name is Taemin.” He showed me his identity card… I gasped at the name printed on it…

Shin Taemin

He’s name is really Taemin… Taemin… Is that you in this person’s body? How I wish you really were, but it’s just my imagination… It is two different people I’m seeing. A devilish looking Taemin and an innocent thinking Taemin… The one who was willing to suffer in silence just for me… The one who thinks that he’s no longer worth my love… The one’ whose death that I couldn’t bring myself to believe even though I witness it.

“Tae… Taemin…” The name that I thought I would never call again. The name which my heart aches the moment I said his name.

“I’ll bring you home.” A smug look spread across his face, he stood up from his seat to lean close to my ears. His hands pressed lightly against my chest. This is not Taemin. Choi Minho! Get a grip of yourself!

“Are you bringing me home for work or you are just using it as an excuse to know where I live?” He’s words were teasing me…

“No… It’s just…” I tried to explain to him, but he placed his fingers on my lips.

“No matter what reason is, I’ll let you sent me home.” He pulled himself away and walked towards the exit of the bar.

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Okay just to make things clear...

The lucifer guy, is called Shin Taemin
Look from Taemin during Lucifer Era.

Lee Taemin, the taemin who died in In My Room
Look from Taemin during Amigo to julliette where his hair is black and a litte long :D
Just imagine as the hair during the day and night photobook :D

Choi Minho, look from Ring Ding Dong :D
but will change soon xD due to the fact he cut his hair is needed as a part of story~~~

Since there is no one who say doesn't want a sequel..
this story will continues~
Well, a happy or sad ending...
Actually I have one in mind already and the story is moving towards it :D
So I hope the ending will be understandable to all readers~

Comment and I'll give you 2min loves~
kekekek~

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