Your Love is an eternity away.

[california_kid]

Ok, so I've been home for 2 days, but I still had some bullshit to deal through.

The end of my vacation on the West Coast kinda ended as badly as it started. Dad got mad at certain things I'd been saying ("We're lying to everyone just to keep your fuckin' image" was one of them) and the arguments just keep going higher and higher.

I tried to get my

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[jiodek]

That's a little nuts. I only got a chance to scan through this entry, but I will read it all when I get home.

Just wanted to say that I know how tough it can be with parents. It's possible your dad may never come around, but you're toughing it out the best you can, and I've got to admire you for that--even being there myself. It takes a lot of courage to deal with this kind of thing.

Don't ever hurt yourself. Things can't ever get that bad, even if you think they are.

If there's ever anything I can do for you--and I mean this--anything at all, let me know. If you ever need a place to stay, someone to call, someone to meet for coffee, let me know. If I can, I will.

[cuddlykindalove]

i'm going through the same crap with my mom, i know she'll never change, and also, the next time she starts crap about my being gay, i'm out the door, PERIOD, and i agree, don't ever hurt yourself, i've felt this bad for three years, and i've thought about commiting suicide at least 100 times, but did i ever do it? never, i never tried it because i knew how strong i was on the inside and i would only be giving in to the bullshit around me, also i knew things would get better, (they still haven't, but that's another story), and i just continue to be proud of who i am, and wait until i leave.... forever. so be strong kiddo, i know you'll be alright.

[california_kid]

I'm not a fan of suicide, but then again who is? It's never entered my mind, so I know that if it does, the situation is in dire need of a change.... and if it's THAT bad to make me think about it for just that one moment, I've gotta do something.

Which is why I left the house in a timely fashion. I don't wanna give into this and just be all... OK... because it wouldn't be right nor fair.

Just gotta stay strong... like you said. It'll work however it's suppose to work.

[california_kid]

My father's never been short of making sound decisions. But in this case, I think his brain's made him incapable of doing anything right basically.

I'll keep that in mind. I tend to frequent the Atlanta area from time to time, so yeah.... thanks for the offer. :D