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Jul 27, 2008 21:36

I find myself questioning my purpose, wondering why I'm here and if anyone cares.

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await_theophany July 28 2008, 02:46:37 UTC
What is going on?

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calcgoddess1183 July 28 2008, 02:51:41 UTC
I'm here in Iowa, nine hours away from home, questioning my sexuality (again), feeling socially inept, wondering if the people here like me, knowing that someday I will be someone great and be a person of influence but feeling that day is so far away, wanting to die, yeah. I'm not feeling so hot right now.

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await_theophany July 28 2008, 02:57:10 UTC
I am sorry to hear that :(

It's always hard when you are in a new place.

Remember this though: you are someone a person of influence right now. Even if it's not in front of hundred or thousands or whatever. Although it may not be clear to you now, God is working on you and those around you.
Don't be discouraged by attacks from Satan about your sexuality. It's in God's hands. Keep going.

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calcgoddess1183 July 29 2008, 01:18:47 UTC
thanks. I needed to hear that :)

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