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Sometimes people surprise you in ways you didn't know they could and wish that they hadn't.

I suppose nothing should surprise me anymore, especially after what I've seen in the past couple weeks. If someone can treat a person so horribly that they claim to love, then why would I expect I'd be any different?

I've decided to try my hand at something that I mainly did just for fun and/or to celebrate my own family's moments and milestones ( Read more... )

and in the end only one thing remains a fear fear of being and living and loving and losing and starting again with not even my sanity intact and what happens when everything falls apart this time because it always does i cant stop that even if i had the power would i or would i just wade through the wreckage as i usually do holding my breath ( Read more... )