Hello, world. I've been sparse lately -- no. That isn't accurate. I've been absent lately, and I gave very little warning or opportunity to comment before I went 'poof', and for that, I am very, very sorry. Things have been...incredibly hectic around here, and that, combined with a few unexpected blows to my psyche, has left me in a state of ( Read more... )

All right.

When I left for the UK, I left a bunch of packages, including some copies of Pretty Little Dead Girl, to be mailed. This was at the end of January ( Read more... )

Tonight, with very little warning or prior announcement, the malaise which generally categorizes my Februarys decided that it was finally time to show up. Surprise! Did you miss me? I missed you. I have gone from 'slightly down but functional' to 'crushing depression' in a matter of just a few hours. Isn't seasonal depression funPlease, show ( Read more... )

I am so very tired of the attitude that everything must be inclusive; everything must be open to everyone; everything must be all-the-way perfect for everybody's tastes, or it's worthless. I'm tired of sharing and sharing and sharing, and going out of my way to give people things that will make them happy -- even little, worthless things, like ( Read more... )

It would be a great and glorious wonder if I were, say, actually able to start sleeping like a normal human being. One who gets to rest once in a while ( Read more... )

...yes, I am today about where I was on Monday, both mentally and emotionally ( Read more... )

I am so depressed right now that I can barely breathe. It's awesome, in the way that absolutely isn't ( Read more... )

Thanks to stress and various other stress-like factors, I did not actually fall asleep last night until well after midnight; did not sleep well once sleep finally, unwillingly came to rock me in its arms; and, in fact, woke up before five o'clock in the morning, unable to make sleep come again. I may thus be a trifle grumpy or slow to reply today ( Read more... )

Hello, and welcome to Channel 11, Worldwide: all clones, all the time. My name is Seanan, and today, we're going to be discussing ways of dealing with your blonde without invoking her spitty, hostile wrath. As I am one of the benevolent rulers of the world in which you now live, it is really in your best interests to avoid said SHW; it could be ( Read more... )

It breaks my heart;
It isn't fair;
But sadly, I
No longer care.

It was fun while it lasted. And no, this isn't meant to make much sense; it is merely the maudlin rambling of a deeply depressed girl before she goes to bed.

Good night, moon.