Do the colours of the rainbow look the same to everyone?

[cabaiste84]

Well, I was going to spare you guys the angst. For the minute. And actually blog about real things. Stuff that matters. Until I had a rather disturbing dream in the teeny hours of this morning...which just happened to combine two of my biggest neuroses. And it's left me rather rattled. So here I am, sharing the angst. Brilliant.

Anyway.

Comments

[sadistic_crayon]

Nikki Blonsky was also drop. dead. gorgeous. in that movie ... in case you didn't notice :P

I have cutting dreams all the time - especially when it's been a long time, or when I'm feeling actually good about myself. I think it's my subconcious saying 'hey... you have a pattern and you're breaking out of it what the hell? PATTERN. PATTERN. I LIKE THE SECURITY OF THE PATTERN"

maybe that's what your brain is doing too... underneath feeling O.K. about yourself you're going "hey wtf i'm feeling ok? I'm not used to this pattern..."

[cynima]

Always good to see a hot fat chick on screen, eh cynima? Nikki will probably have to lose a tonne of weight to make it anywhere else in Hollywood. But in this movie, she looked damn good.

Ya know, I wanted to see that movie but I have been so busy I just haven't had a chance. I'm not even sure it's still playing in the theaters. But I agree, Nikki is adorable and I wish her the best. I hope she can stay the way she is and still work in the entertainment industry. The actress who played the role in the Broadway production of Hairspray, Marissa Jaret Winokur, has done some television and film since being on Broadway. She was a supporting character on that lameass Pamela Anderson sitcom Stacked, about working in a bookstore, and she was a supporting character in Fever Pitch, starring Drew Barrymore and Jimmy Fallon. She didn't seem to be any thinner, so I'm glad she could be herself and still get work

[bojojoti]

Stupid dreams! You are stronger than your dreams. When I have a rotten one, I lie quietly and rewrite the disturbing parts to please me. So there stupid dream. From nightmare into happy land.

[miriamus]

Bah. You're ok. Dreams are bullshit anyway! :p

I feel you though. I broke down yesterday over a few people from my hall who made it very clear they couldn't stand me. People I hadn't thought about in months. It seems no matter how well life's going i'm always convinced I have a terrible personality. And christ, there's infinitely more out there for girls with body image issues than girls with personality image issues. In fact when they talk about female self esteem issues, it's ALWAYS only body image! Count yourself lucky, at least your neurosis is socially acceptable!! :)

[cabaiste84]

It seems no matter how well life's going i'm always convinced I have a terrible personality.Well, as I believe you said to me on a post I made last year that really we're all terrible people, and we've all got varying degrees of terrible in our personalities. ;P We've also got varying degrees of awesome in our personalities too. So yeah. Rock on

[blue_tiger25]

Odd odd dream ..... blame it on the cheese!!!!

I think in some way what sadistic_crayon may be right... the whole "wtf I'm ok" gist of things.... I mean at the end of the day only you can control yourself i.e. If you feel good about yourself, at the end of the day that's what counts.

Oh and the neuroses thing ... doesn't everyone have at least one about something????????? I mean no one is perfect, even though everyone at some stage probably wishes that they are/were at that moment in time.

Mims - if you have tonsillitis I feel for you ... it's no fun! Here's hoping that it goes away and doesn't come back for a long, long time!! (I.E. that you don't have my luck with tonsillitis - had to get mine removed in 1st yr)!!