Do the colours of the rainbow look the same to everyone?
Well, I was going to spare you guys the angst. For the minute. And actually blog about real things. Stuff that matters. Until I had a rather disturbing dream in the teeny hours of this morning...which just happened to combine two of my biggest neuroses. And it's left me rather rattled. So here I am, sharing the angst. Brilliant.
Anyway. ( I've cut this. It's kinda icky )
Anyway. ( I've cut this. It's kinda icky )
Well, as I believe you said to me on a post I made last year that really we're all terrible people, and we've all got varying degrees of terrible in our personalities. ;P We've also got varying degrees of awesome in our personalities too. So yeah. Rock on.
And just by the way, yesterday I was having a huge emo about my own personality. I was thinking about my horrible jealous streak, and how fesking ugly it is. Like, how many other people do you know who get as angsty as I do when you're best friends meet and get on well, and who get convinced that they like each other better? Dude, that's so third form. I had a slight freak-out after my party, where I convinced myself that Jeremy will only come to my place cos he knows Rosel is going to be there, cos he loves her so much more than me. How many other 23-year-olds do you know that do that still?!
Last night I went to the 21st of a girl who just seriously lights up a room whenever she walks in. She's the sort of person who absolutely sparkles, and manages to lift anyone's mood, no matter how suicidal you may be feeling at the time. She's also the sort of person who will walk into a party knowing no-one, and come out with five best friends. I'm not like her AT ALL, and I wish I could be. But hey, something to work on. :)
I did meet a few people last night though. Including a feller. ;) But yeah, don't want to jinx that, so I'll shut up. And a random lady in town said I was pretty. Dude. Ezza strikes again. ;P
Count yourself lucky, at least your neurosis is socially acceptable!! :)
Mims I don't count myself lucky to have any neuroses. But, that's just me.
Hope you're ok. Soz about the tonsilitis. Hope you're better in time for Jeremy's party!
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