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[cabaiste84]

Hm. It would appear that no-one's actually splitting up. Yet. Dad and Jane seemed to have called a momentary truce, and are of "working things out". At least that's what Jane told me when I finally managed to get her by herself for a minute on Friday. Things aren't exactly peachy between them, says she, but they want to give the relationship

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[mrogre]

you are just the cutest thing.

hi hi from your lj only friend. :D

[cabaiste84]

I am? Really?!

Well, thanks. *blush*

[susannah]

You deserve so much happiness - you're honest, decent, intelligent, life-affirming... yes, life-affirming.

Sure we've all got self-destruct buttons, little tendencies that niggle and bite at our heels as we try to enjoy our walk through life... and they're even part of who we are... but they're just not the whole of us.

Erin, you have so much creative energy in you - it seaps out in your posts - it's hard to hide.

You are worth loads of good things. And you will be pure treasure for someone. They have to be good enough for you, that's all.

[cabaiste84]

Oh, Richard...

That's been a lot of the struggle- wondering if I do deserve to be happy. Wondering if God wants me to be happy. Does He really love me, even. Wondering if I'm really worth and time and effort, and if I really deserve to be here in the first place. It's tough, man...

Hey, mate, can I ask you a question? You know God is good, right? But do you ever ask yourself if God is going to be good to you? You know God has wonderful plans for His children, and wants to bless our lives, and fulfill the desires of our hearts etc. etc. But do you ever wonder if God really does have great plans for you? If he wants to give you hope and a future? If he wants to give you bread when you ask for it, not a stone...if He will give you, Richard, fish and not a serpent? Do you ever wonder that

[susannah]

Hi Erin

[disturbed_kiwi]

Hey, like you said to me, hang in there.

Good to hear about your parents. I'm sure you'll do fine with the interview. And its good that you're going to someone to talk to.

That's my next step.

[cabaiste84]

That's my next step.

Go for it. I think you'll find it hugely helpful. :)

You have a lot of offloading to do. :P And the best thing is that you can rant to a counsellor about anything and they won't get offended. It's good.

Did I mention how awesome it was to meet you that time? Well, it was awesome. :) Text me next time you're in Wellyville, yeah? And maybe next time I will by the drinks! Maybe...;)

[abitunlikely]

Ok, I owe you a real answer, but in the meantime, I'm very proud that you're taking care of yourself the way you know you need to, and I'm offering big hugs!

[cabaiste84]

*big hugs back at ya*

Thank you, Shani. :)

I would like a big answer though. *looks cute*

Nah, no rush. :P

[miriamus]

*huggles* I don't think antidepressants are usually the answer either.
And as that other guy said, you are life affirming :)

[cabaiste84]

I don't think antidepressants are usually the answer either.

Yes...but are they purple though? That's what I really wanna know...:P

And as that other guy said, you are life affirming :)

Meh. I have my moments...

But, hey, shouldn't argue with compliments eh? And that's a pretty good one. Aw, and a bloke who came into the shop today called me an angel when I found the book he was looking for! I was pretty stoked. ;)

Yay, you're home soon! *happy pirate dance*

[miriamus]

heheh pirate.