so i got the flu.i feel so nasty.

then on top of that my glands are all swollen.and i sound like a boy. :[

its depressing.

but i cant miss anymore work.i was out for 2 days already.

so i gotta go in tomorrow.its only and 8-1 shift.shouldnt be that bad.

besides.when i get home i should have my brand new cellular device that my loving boyfriend ( Read more... )

so its 3 til 7.i gotta leave here in about 45 minutes for work.grrr.i hate waking up at the buttcrack of dawn.

well.im gonna go and get ready for work.ill write more later today.


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god i hate being so damn EMOTIONAL.

i honestly dont know if im gonna be able to make it til january.

it feels like shit is getting harder from day to day.

and not having anyone to talk to doesnt really help.

its alright tho.im just back to old habits again.

holding shit in.

just gotta wipe the tears.and keep moving.

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yes.yew read it correct... B5.me.noe.jaime shartzer.and her gf donna all went to see B5 today.NOT because we wanted to.but because my brothers opened for them.wow.i swear these little 13 year olds would KILL to get anywhere near these little N'Sync acting males.its ridiculous.it was funny to see tho.they made my nite.lol ( Read more... )

so i havent been on this thing in a very long time.im just gonna sum up things since the last time i wrote..

.im in love.
.im moving in january to the wonderful HAWAII!!.
.i need friends.lol.

and thats about it.lol.

<33 me.

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so im bored.and pearly doenst wanna keep me company.shes a loser.<3 ( Read more... )

well.didnt get any sleep lastnite.i was on the phone with mister z i duble k i all nite/morning.he kept me company and smiling.<3

went to pick up my brothers today at the bus stop.boy did i miss them.im glad their back.<33

painting my room hopefully next weekend.didnt really have time to get the paint today.itll be fun. <333 ( Read more... )

laura left me for 2 months for her damn boyfriend. -shakes fist- i want her back NOW-tear- i miss my little whopper.my caucasian asian.my love bug ( Read more... )

the carnival is here!cant wait to go.

dying some of my hair brown tonite.should be interesting to see how it turns out.jarred is gonna be the first to see it tho.lol.

ive been talking to him alot lately.he tends to make me smile when nobody else can. :]

amber came over yesterday.she did my makeup all purrdy.<3 she wants to come over before i go ( Read more... )