Still have Japanese homework to do, but...

Nov 21, 2009 18:53

I'm feeling pretty numb right now. Just...felt like putting this little something up here.

If this doesn't make sense...I apologize .____. I'll beta this and maybe finish it proper once I stop tearing up. [Slowly nods] Unnn......

그것만이 내 세상... )

!incoherence is my middle name, !wordscribble, !my bias is jaejoong

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laurana1 November 22 2009, 00:00:16 UTC
T_T

Beautiful. Simply beautiful.

I'll comment more when I get my emotions in check enough to be coherent...

AKTF <3

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:03:15 UTC

Thank you. :'] I really just wanted to write out these feelings...I'm so surprised there were people reading this & responding so quickly! (But I guess...we all really need this now, huh?)

This comment was more than enough, too, bb. Thank you again. Really. ♥♥♥♥ Your kind words mean so, so much. TT___TT

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laurana1 November 24 2009, 20:36:09 UTC
I know you said I don't have to comment again, but... I really want to. =)

Dear Lord, it's just as beautiful the second time, too. TT_TT

Jaejoong was my first bias, the man who stole my heart away and introduced me to DBSK and the world of Kpop. Even though my bias changed to Chunnie, I have a soft spot for Jaejoong, my first DBSK love. So I understand exactly how you feel as I read what you wrote about him. <3 ( ... )

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byuldeureul November 24 2009, 23:29:47 UTC

Awawawawaaa *w* thank you for coming back to comment, bb! I was surprised to see this in my inbox today LOL... -- but now to the reply...

My "first" bias was Changmin, actually [sheepish laugh], but then again, that was back when I wasn't really *into* TVXQ. When I came "back" to them (if you want to call it that...) two years later, the first member that struck me was none other than Jaejoong...and I've been loyal to that sudden warm feeling that welled up in my chest hearing his voice for the first time ever since then *^^* For me, that hasn't wavered in the least ( ... )

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l4st_w0rds November 22 2009, 00:06:01 UTC
*cries* I'm sending this on to a friend, because she really needs it right now.

Thanks, BB. [BIG HEART] <3

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:04:28 UTC

!! Feel free to do just that, nearestanddearest to my heart :']] Anything to offer encouragement right now, definitely...

Hehehe. Thank you. Many big hearts back to you (because you always deserve it ^^):

♥♥♥♥♥♥

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jinsane226 November 22 2009, 00:41:23 UTC
From my Chun to your Jae
*tackles you into a SoulMate hug*

You're thoughts are my thoughts exactly...
Though I don't think I would be coherent enough to jot them all down...

Jaejoong is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Junsu is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Yoochun is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Changmin is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Yunho is Dong Bang Shin Ki. And, of course, Cassiopeia is Dong Bang Shin Ki. Together, your love becomes the red ocean.

Alway and forever DBSK... always...

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:06:59 UTC

;_______; My online!Chun to my Jaeeeee~~~

J-bb, my thoughts were in a tizzy all day. ;; Even as I finished up some last-minute coursework, my heart was aching...after watching the MAMA award acceptance, I could barely see straight. But then it got me to thinking about how much Jaejoong-oppa affected me -- how he always affects me -- and this came out...I'm so surprised & flattered that there were people reading this, though; so thank you so much for that! ^w^;;

TVXQ yongwonhi, bb. Always and forever ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥.

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jinsane226 November 22 2009, 01:16:25 UTC
You know what BB... since I can't do much...
I'm going to make either a SOULMATE or a Jae spam on my journal and dedicate it to you...
It might take me a while though considering how backed up my stuff is
BUT I SHALL
AND I'LL MAKE IT EPIC....
if my Yoochun EPIC SPAMs are any clue XDDDD
HWAITING!!!!!

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:20:19 UTC

[>//////////////<]!!!!!!!

And this is why I love you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Homg, whenever you get to this will be more than epicly appreciated, bb!!! You know me ^o^ I'd love either one~..... HWAITING............!!!!!!

(And don't worry [shifty eyes] my files need seeeeeeeeeerious clearing out, too. "Backed up" doesn't even BEGIN to describe my stuff......... >>;;)

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nowayable November 22 2009, 01:28:36 UTC
SOOO TOUCH!!

I'VE NEVER EVER CLASSIFIED MYSELF AS A CASS!! BUT I TRULY BELIEVE I'M JAEJOONG'S FAN BECAUSE NO MATTER WHAT PPL SAY, I WILL FOREVER SUPPORT HIM!!

SM, RUMORS, BLAH BLAH BLAH?! I DON'T CARE! PPL MAY SMASH ME FOR SAYING THIS, BUT EVEN IF TVXQ DISBANDS IN THE FUTURE, I WILL ALWAYS STAY STRONG AND LOOK FORWARDS TO EVERY JAEJOONG'S STEPS!!

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:35:59 UTC

[Waves to fellow Jae fan] Hello there~~~

Thank you so much for reading this. ♥ I'm very flattered and happy to know you were touched. ^^ I write from the heart, and it's always nice to hear when someone else's heart felt something with what I wrote. When it resonates like that...I feel like I can do anything. :] Just like TVXQ make me feel.

And I completely agree with you - in fact, I couldn't agree more. I can't say I've ever thought of myself as a Cassie. But nevertheless...despite everything that's happened in this year (once December rolls around, it will be *w* so I'll just round up LOL) that I've come to love TVXQ, this feeling hasn't wavered for me in the least. I still love them just as I always have; and maybe even MORE than before, possibly, because of all that's happened.

LOL I won't smash you for your opinion, dearest!! ^^ In fact, I completely agree -- because my heart always wants Jaejoong-oppa to be happy, if his choice was to disband for whatever reason he had for doing so...I would look forward to that ( ... )

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nowayable November 22 2009, 01:30:57 UTC
BTW, CAN YOU ADD ME PLZZ?! LOVE YOUR ENTRIES!!

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byuldeureul November 22 2009, 01:36:21 UTC

^^ Will do. Adding you right now, dear~~ ♥

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