Wondering what the hell I'm doing with myself lately. Been workin a dead end job with basically no chance of promotion up at Little Caesers in Berkley. Moved out of the house and in with my girlfriend and a few friends. Seems like it's been nothing more than conflict upon conflict building up. I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. ( Read more... )

Well, down to the last 4 days. As of Saturday, 8:30 am, I'll once again be a free man. Goddamn it's gonna be nice to be able to go out and do something whenever I want to again. This tether fuckin killed my entire summer. I can't wait to get the hell out of this house and away from my family. I love em and everything, but three months of constantly ( Read more... )

Yet another weird fuckin dream last nite ( Read more... )

Long time no see. Finally got my computer up and runnin again. Yippee ( Read more... )

I could really use a hug ( Read more... )

I may have found a job. Spent all morning and afternoon riding my bike up n down 12 mile putting in apps, and a few looked quite promising. Stopped in this pretty upscale banquet hall/ lounge/ restaurant and put in an application and spoke to the manager. Told him what had happened at my last job (the bullshit about me getting fired) and he ( Read more... )

Happy Belated B-Day to me n shit. Turned 21 Wednesday. Been in a really positive mood lately too. Trying to expel all the negative energy from my life and just focus and thrive on the positive. Realized quite a bit about life lately, and been enjoying it more than I have in quite some time. Taking it a day at a time, and finally beginning to really ( Read more... )

I just woke up crying. I have no clue why. I've just been vaguely depressed all this week, and don't really know how to fix it. Life just seems exceptionally difficult lately, and it's not showing any signs of letting up any time soon.

I feel like life is one big river, and right now I'm drowning.

Help.

Slept like shit last nite. A lot on my mind lately. Bills to pay, debts to pay off, and me with a spending problem. If I have money, I tend to spend it. I need to quit doin so. Wrote myself out a budget last nite, and I think it'll work if I can stick to it. Hopefully I'll be gettin more hours at work, cuz that would make everything a lot easier. ( Read more... )

Pretty damn toasted. Smoked a buncha herb tonite, and it was quite decent for a change too. Nice, seein as I have to quit Sunday. Fucking probation. Fuck Ferndale and their entire police force. Assholes. But oh well, I'll deal. It'll help clear my head and will save me quite a bit of cash too. That'll be nice. Enough random stoner babble. Time for ( Read more... )