the biggest mistake of my life: THIS ( Read more... )

oh how i love my chemical romance. blah today was boring again.. just like every other day that brandon ends up having to do something for his dad. its like i never see him after school any more, and when i do, hes sleeping or laying on the couch the whole time. oh well i guess. not too much i can do about it. ya know whenever i go without a ( Read more... )

i love how nobody cares..i feel like im copying pete. nobody gives a shit anymore.. which is fine, nobody is obligated to comment.. im sure nobody wants to hear about me anymore anyway ( Read more... )

friday night kicked ass!! i met the guy who was the original Luke Skywalker! it was awesome. I had him sign my napkin, and when he took it he was like 'now are you really going to keep this?' and i was like 'of course!' and then he tried signing it, but seeing as how it was a napkin, it just wasnt working very good. he ended up using the bench so ( Read more... )

well, today i threw up at school..thats the second time in like 3 months. ew. the rest of the day was fine.. brandons out spending time with his mom. guess who i ran into! ryan washington. it was crazy. i went to barnes & noble to get a new diary since i filled up my old one finally, and when i came out, he and josh were skating right there. we ( Read more... )

well, this was the first year that ive had a birthday without friends. yep. no happy birthday from any person that isnt family or brandon/brandons family or justin. interesting, isnt it? i think so. that pretty much seals the deal though for jen, ;) good job. at least i dont have to pretend any more. my a/c is going out so now tonys telling me ill ( Read more... )

is not what everyone makes it out to be. dont get me wrong, it was ..kinda fun. i guess i was just expecting it to be so much more than the norm- chicks dancing like hos. the only distinction between this dance and any other dance is that everyone was done up all fancy, and there were pictures. i guess dinner makes it different too. i think my ( Read more... )

i guess ive been neglecting to update this thing as much as i used to.. i've just been busy. is that a good excuse? it'll have to suffice. anyway, lifes great having a license. i think i might work at savemart as a bagger person until i can find something i actually want to do. i need to start working like... tomorrow morning.. if i expect to be ( Read more... )

yaay licencio in la manana! and we're having a party at brandons after school too. it better be hot tomorrow. haha today we were at my house and suddenly he started spraying me with water, so we had a water fight. it was so fun. then i accidentally made him hit his head on the corner of the stove thing that sucks up steam/smoke, so we stopped. jens ( Read more... )

alright. today sucked fat juicy sweaty ass. school was ehish but it wasnt the most horrible thing. i was having a bad couple hours and when brandon walked me to 6th period i was saying things like 'i have a feeling i wont pass my behind the wheel' and 'why even bother going to prom. its just a waste of money like you said.' so i slept the whole ( Read more... )