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i guess ive been neglecting to update this thing as much as i used to.. i've just been busy. is that a good excuse? it'll have to suffice. anyway, lifes great having a license. i think i might work at savemart as a bagger person until i can find something i actually want to do. i need to start working like... tomorrow morning.. if i expect to be able to pay my insurance. tony said he'll only fill my gas tank up once a month, and any other times i need gas, i gotta pay for it myself. blah. prom is saturday! woo! i wonder what we'll do after prom or if we'll leave early or somethin.. im gettin my nails done too. oh yeah, im wanting to cut my hair but cant decide which i like better... so vote!
on another note, brandons sick :( poor baby. i was there pretty much all day today.. i don't like not seeing him at school. its just odd. speaking of people and school, HA! i knew that after our weird little split things would never be the same, but daaamn. whatever though its not hostile, at least thats my perception. talk about changing personalities.. total 180. nice, shy, quiet, conservative (at least in public) girl turns into 'bad ass', ditching, swearing like its going out of style, mismatch girl that likes to dress almost as grungy as her beau. yes.. the boy who thinks that its somehow un-cliche to flip brandon and i off every chance he gets.. the boy who wears the same pair of, i dont even know if i should call them pants, theyre kinda not really even pants but oh well, every single day. its funny to me though how he continues to be a jerk, even when im not paying attention. the last two times he flipped us off i didn't even know until brandon said something. why doesnt he just, oh, i dont know, get over it? ha.. i wonder if their little band wrote a song about hating me. that would be a kick to listen to.
anyway, yeah no talking since wednesday. oh well, things wont ever be close to how they were, so now the definition of normal is act like you dont know the other. then again, i really dont know her anymore so i dont have to act. just some advice, and not in a bitchy tone either, ditching isnt going to get you into the college you want. it makes me feel bad to see that you really dont give a shit about things that used to matter to you and when i notice that youre suddenly missing from school, i wish you would realize that whatever youre doing isnt helping you reach what used to be your goals. thats all.
i bought a hair straightener on ebay. hellz yeaaah itll be here tomorrow :) well, im done for the night. remember, vote on which cut i should get!
on another note, brandons sick :( poor baby. i was there pretty much all day today.. i don't like not seeing him at school. its just odd. speaking of people and school, HA! i knew that after our weird little split things would never be the same, but daaamn. whatever though its not hostile, at least thats my perception. talk about changing personalities.. total 180. nice, shy, quiet, conservative (at least in public) girl turns into 'bad ass', ditching, swearing like its going out of style, mismatch girl that likes to dress almost as grungy as her beau. yes.. the boy who thinks that its somehow un-cliche to flip brandon and i off every chance he gets.. the boy who wears the same pair of, i dont even know if i should call them pants, theyre kinda not really even pants but oh well, every single day. its funny to me though how he continues to be a jerk, even when im not paying attention. the last two times he flipped us off i didn't even know until brandon said something. why doesnt he just, oh, i dont know, get over it? ha.. i wonder if their little band wrote a song about hating me. that would be a kick to listen to.
anyway, yeah no talking since wednesday. oh well, things wont ever be close to how they were, so now the definition of normal is act like you dont know the other. then again, i really dont know her anymore so i dont have to act. just some advice, and not in a bitchy tone either, ditching isnt going to get you into the college you want. it makes me feel bad to see that you really dont give a shit about things that used to matter to you and when i notice that youre suddenly missing from school, i wish you would realize that whatever youre doing isnt helping you reach what used to be your goals. thats all.
i bought a hair straightener on ebay. hellz yeaaah itll be here tomorrow :) well, im done for the night. remember, vote on which cut i should get!