wat a crazy weekend. if it is any prelude to what this summer will be like, it will be probabley the best ive had.

I was wasted in the afternoon ( Read more... )

i cant sleep and i hate it. i hate being up and constantly thniknig. i wish there was an off switch in my ear that i could press it and my brain would go blank so it would give me just enough time to sleep ( Read more... )

i'm tired
cynical and broken, but wiser
heavy with a sense of resentment
but i used to be so much different
i used to have so much faith
when i started
you knew that i always meant it
i knew i could make a difference
i struggled to be heard
and then finally, one day people started listening
and i knew it
but as soon as it began it was ruined ( Read more... )

ever have stuff where its so hard to listen 2. where it will remind u of something so good yet so painful that u just have to listen. what i said the other day about straylight run is how ifeel. it pains me to listen and always im at the verge of tears wheni listen to the demos, but i cant help but listen to it. it has so much history about it that ( Read more... )

after watching the tim mcgraw video "please don't take the girl" i have come to the full conclusion that the mother dies will giving birth to the new son johnny. this was debated for many many months and this is the closure to it.

i've become content with the life that i lead, where i drink too much and dont believe in much of anything. and i lie to myself and say its for the best ( Read more... )

so now we go back to how it was b4. b4 october 23. and its hard to handle.

ive come to realize everything i used 2 know is suddenly thrown out.
o and by the way thanks.

i saw v for vendetta tonite. for anyone that is even remotely politically active u should see this movie. after reading mein kampf last yr and just from prior knowledge seeing this movie shows that it could happen. i guess what im saying is dont always belive everything u see or read. and that one mans terrorisim is another man's freedom.