so maybe i'll start posting in l/j again.
my tetas hurt.

im going to be the happiest girl in the world in 2 weeks.
and the next day i'll be the saddest.

why do the two best, most loved, most compatable people to me have to live so far away? why can't i be with them any time i want? why wouldn't i be upset or bothered by these facts? why do i always want what i can't have? why did i have to fall in love with someone i'll probably never see again ( Read more... )

everything failed.

basically nothing is working right now.

haha that subject had to prove tiffany right.

i want to do something monday night.
please hang out with me.

im bummed that i didnt get to go to the PATT show.

I GET TO SEE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE TOMORROW...hopefully!!!
yessssssssssssssssssss

so.

i'm back.

i'm in love.

he loves me.

but we can't be together.

so i'm going to japan tomorrow.

for 2 weeks.

something fun when i get back?

so tonight turned out not so bad.

except some memories of last 4th of July got to me.

but it was fun to watch everybody dance.

so she gets BOTH of the boys im crushing on.

and no one wants to hang out any more.

it's not fair when nice, pretty boys have annoying, ugly girlfriends.

i don't know what i want and neither does anyone else.

i wish this 4th of July would be romantic.

we don't have plans at all.

yesssssssssssssssss.

so some of my goals for today were fulfilled.

i got a surprising phone call from sarah.
i was brave and i wore my new skirt.

but it is still hot in hurr.
and i didn't get to cuddle.
:[

a pretty girl gave me a haircut.
i got to hang out with everyone i wanted to today, but not for as long as i would've liked.