I miss my mommy
I miss my daddy
I miss Chris
I'm missing a life

I feel so blah today what i would do for someone to cuddle me to sleep tonight

anyone someone hello can anyone hear me?

Okay so I'm happy they are gone. I will miss them. We had a meeting last night. I had to sit and listen to them both about house rules. See we live in a nice house and I have thrown a couple of parties before. Shit went sour, stuff went missing or broken and I was punished. That is not going to happen again. I am older and I need to show my ( Read more... )

What to do what to do ( Read more... )

A long time since I told you I love you ( Read more... )

The weekend was nice, spent with a person who sees more than a "beautiful face"... thank you Preston

Um, yeah, so I went through this phase of changing my whole persona, if u will... ditched the whole love dwelling thing. I think I just had enough with being played and letting myself get played. I needed to take a brake from all the shit. I am defiantly a different person that I was. Less naive. I become less naive by the day, and it works for ( Read more... )

Coffee with Chris ends up, as always with me pissed off. more or less at myself. There’s seems to be absolutely no connection between us. He gets a call, a Booty call... I knew that’s what it was... Chris: "so no one is home?"... I’m just mad that he doesn’t see anything in me but a friend. I guess life goes on. All he wants is a bf, but all he ( Read more... )

Last night, had one of those psychosomatic realizations again, and I guess I can only sum it up in the poem I wrote ( Read more... )

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