Little bag of Chex Mix from vending machine ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think that the Trimspa is fucking with my sleeping patterns. Because lately, it seems that I can't fall asleep. Like, I'll be tired during the day, but once it gets late at night, I'm fully awake. And then I finally fall asleep around 2 o'clock in the morning, only to wake up at 6 o'clock for school ( Read more... )

I still don't know if the Trimspa is working or not, but I keep popping the pills anyway. It's like, it's not hurting me to take them, so why not? I'm going to run out soon, and I'm not sure if I should buy it again, though. Maybe I should try something else this month. We'll see...

Gonna be eighteen in four months. First thing I'm doing is going out and buying diet pills. If I can't control myself, I'll have to force control upon myself.

Whatever it takes, right?

Been so busy I haven't updated this journal in ages. Prom was amazing, even if I didn't have a date. My dress was so pretty, and I looked so nice, and everything was perfect ( Read more... )

"You can't save me ( Read more... )

Fuck anonymous comments. I do not need crap like that. I do not need to be told to get help. Anything anyone can tell me, I know all ready ( Read more... )

Just fuck it all. I don't know why I bother. I am shit. I am ugly. I am worthless. I do not deserve affection or love or anything ( Read more... )

Still sick. Still feel like crap. Still eating very little and drinking lots of apple juice and tea.

My throat hurts so fucking much!!! What a fucking waste of a weekend....

So I went to school this morning, went to the sick room 3rd period, and asked to come home at the start of 5th period. So here I am, sitting around at home in a crazy amount of pain. My throat hurts so badly whenever I swallow, and my glands are really swollen. I drank some tea when I came home and had some chicken noodle soup, but it's not ( Read more... )