I wrote some long-ass entry here but I pushed some button on the keyboard accidentaly and it erased the whole thing and I do not feel like typing it all out again. So fuck it

Listen to Rudimentary Peni or fuck off.

Well......here we are again ( Read more... )

It's offical, I can no longer cope with reality. The weight of everything that has happend in the past month or so finally hit me last night while I was making dinner. Just randomly, it felt like someone hit me over the head with a burlap sack full of bricks. I can just feel the nervous breakdown coming, like a pimple under your skin you can ( Read more... )

While blessing my fathers coffin, the priest called him "Bob LaNicca ( Read more... )

July 14, just before 8 PM
1955-2007

I have nothing else to say.

Monday: Des skips town. Left Friday with some friends from Michigan for CLIT Fest RA. We get a call Monday from one of said Michigan folks telling us he decided to stay. His stuff- still here, his car- here, any money owed- gone and lost forever, band- broken up apperently. Thats what mainly gets me, I can understand and sypathize with wanting ( Read more... )

So my car has been broken down for about 2 weeks now, and the day before I am going to get it towed to the shop I find an "Abandoned Vehicle" sticker on it with a ticket. Fuck! They could'nt have waited a few more hours?

Its really too bad my relationship with my room mate has degenerated to this point. We really haven't been talking for the past few months (for reasons I still don't understand) and I come home from an 11 hour work day on >3 hours of sleep to a note that goes something like ( Read more... )

This just opened up down the highway

http://www.creationmuseum.org/

Me and Todd can't wait to go

We're gunna get reeeeaaaaallly tanked, bring a picnic lunch and make a day out of it.

I just got the news today that my dads test results are back: he has an incurable tumor growing in his brian (still) and it is slowly moving down spinal cord like an octopus. The paralisis in his right side is now perminent. There are treatments for the tumor but it is only for repression, even if the treatment is "sucessful" it will just come ( Read more... )