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It's offical, I can no longer cope with reality. The weight of everything that has happend in the past month or so finally hit me last night while I was making dinner. Just randomly, it felt like someone hit me over the head with a burlap sack full of bricks. I can just feel the nervous breakdown coming, like a pimple under your skin you can feel a few days before. Everything is going to shit.
My dads fuckin' dead
Who was once one of my best friends in the world moved out because he can't stand to be around me (and I still dont know why!)
My friends lives are falling apart in front of me.
(Until 5 this afternoon) I didn't know if I had a place to stay
Everybodys gone. If it wasn't for Todd and Adam I would have literally nothing in this city.
All the assholes around me are constantly be rewarded
Slowly getting more -and unwanted- responsibilites at work.
And to top it all off, one of my Genisis controlers is busted.
Drugs are, once again, looking more and more appealing all the time.
My dads fuckin' dead
Who was once one of my best friends in the world moved out because he can't stand to be around me (and I still dont know why!)
My friends lives are falling apart in front of me.
(Until 5 this afternoon) I didn't know if I had a place to stay
Everybodys gone. If it wasn't for Todd and Adam I would have literally nothing in this city.
All the assholes around me are constantly be rewarded
Slowly getting more -and unwanted- responsibilites at work.
And to top it all off, one of my Genisis controlers is busted.
Drugs are, once again, looking more and more appealing all the time.