I'm starting to think sports aren't really my thing. I find I am more interested when I am building things, or making art. It just captures my attention much easier. I think next year, I may not do Cross Country. I may not even do Soccer next semester. I like music a lot and building things. I guess I'm more of an intellectual person than an ( Read more... )

So yesterday pretty much sucked. I got home. All of my stress that had been building up since about forever finally collapsed down on me. I broke down while I was at my house. I was hyper-ventilating and literally choking on my tears. It sucked. I locked myself in my room. All of the locks in our house are universal except for the doors that lead ( Read more... )

So yester day was Friday. I went to the football game. It also happened to be the first high school football game I have ever gone to. It was okay. I just hung out with Matt and Little Avant. The other Avant, however, thought he could be an ass. Really, Matt or I could take him. Anyways, I got so bored earlier I burned like three CDs. I burned one ( Read more... )

She's coming over today. That's good. We'll be a lot better after today. I'm glad everything's getting better. I actually cried last night. I don't normally cry. Ever. Although, I think I have more with Shae than before. I dunno. Maybe she's taught me to be a little more emotional and let things out? Or maybe there's a lot of stress I can't handle ( Read more... )

So, I'm going to a show tonight. I get in for free. I'm cool. Actually, Matt and I get in for free. I'll probably be a little beat up, but oh well. And there's another show next weekend. I'm probably going to that too. I get a free t-shirt. Are you starting to see all the benefits of knowing the bands? I'm probably going to be a little beat up ( Read more... )

Today hasn't been that great of a day. Shae and I have been running into some problems. Oh joy. Again. I hate this. I hate having the problmes. I can't see why we can't go back to the way we were before July. Those were the days. I guess everything will work itself out, and if not, then it wasn't meant to be. Everything happens for a reason. I've ( Read more... )