Entry 2
So, my neck still hurts. I should probably contact my sister today. I've been having some weird dreams about her. Last night I took a nap from like 10 pm to 11;30pm.
I had a dream that I went to Paris with my sister. We were at a beautiful hotel and I wanted to go for a walk so I did. And then it started to rain so I went to like a public washroom, but it turned out to be this beautiful little motel thingy, and it looked like a beautiful child's bedroom. I threw off my clothes and took a bath. My sister eventually showed up and instead of being happy to see me, she asked me why I would borrow her clothes without asking, and then throw them on the floor. I got so mad that I offered to pay her for them, and she accepted. Then I offered her like $100.00 a month, and she said that would accept that. I remember feeling so uncared for and so helpless, and likee I had no voice or control over the situation.
Last night I had another dream, where we were at home and my mom was there. My sister made a ham that everyone loved, and I made curry chicken that my mom loved, and she was young and hanging out in the doorway telling me that she liked my chicken as she was on her way out.
I'm sitting here watching 'Baby Mama", and Tina Fey had a baby and met Mr. right at 37. So maybe there is hope...it is a movie though. I don't know. My sister is throwing away a life that I covet.
Don't waste the day
I had a dream that I went to Paris with my sister. We were at a beautiful hotel and I wanted to go for a walk so I did. And then it started to rain so I went to like a public washroom, but it turned out to be this beautiful little motel thingy, and it looked like a beautiful child's bedroom. I threw off my clothes and took a bath. My sister eventually showed up and instead of being happy to see me, she asked me why I would borrow her clothes without asking, and then throw them on the floor. I got so mad that I offered to pay her for them, and she accepted. Then I offered her like $100.00 a month, and she said that would accept that. I remember feeling so uncared for and so helpless, and likee I had no voice or control over the situation.
Last night I had another dream, where we were at home and my mom was there. My sister made a ham that everyone loved, and I made curry chicken that my mom loved, and she was young and hanging out in the doorway telling me that she liked my chicken as she was on her way out.
I'm sitting here watching 'Baby Mama", and Tina Fey had a baby and met Mr. right at 37. So maybe there is hope...it is a movie though. I don't know. My sister is throwing away a life that I covet.
Don't waste the day