I don't know what i'm doing, and i'm going to apologize for unloading all of this on you right now, but i really have nobody to talk to about anything. Josh wouldn't understand and plus, i don't want him to get the wrong idea. Elise is stupid and doesn't think that i should be talking to you because (and i quote) "i left you and i have no business ( Read more... )

Does it make any sense that I have no idea what I’m doing with my life? I’m twenty years old, and I feel as though I’m thirty. I finally get the courage up to tell Jimmy I want a divorce, and Josh thinks I’m doing it for him. If he only knew, or more like, if I only knew how to explain to him, that the love I have for Jim disappeared several months ( Read more... )

was last week ( Read more... )

was last week ( Read more... )

jim flipped his stryker this weekend.
he's ok, scrapes/bruises...
he was out the hatch
so was garcia
garcia cut open his head.

...i'm dyin' here...

clark
joss
sung
furguson

...

i wanna die.

this is too much to handle, too much to deal with, too much to think about, too much to worry about, too many worst-case-senarios running through my head, too many tears rolling down my cheeks.

i just wanna go home.

nog found out about sav cause trainwreck decided since she didn't like me anymore cause i'm different than before i moved to washington...and she told nog ( Read more... )

this sucks.

everything sucks.

all the situations suck.

apparently, i suck.

so many things to make me cry ( Read more... )