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sometimes i slip
sometimes i forget
sometimes i purposefully let things go

but other times i have to wonder what it is i'm doing with my life
and where the past year has gone.

and when it comes down to it, why i'm not doing this: click

there are dreams in my head tonight of little houses set on hills that turn in to mountains when you're not looking.

and the sky is pink and heavy with the snow that kept me in of doors tonight.

i'm trying to coax myself into reading again--because i know there are answers there someplace--starting with fire and hemlock and now moving on to tam ( Read more... )

400 bar tonight.

the music washed over me ringing through my sinews
the bass drum beating in the place my heart should be

getting lost in the ceiling tiles
feeling like the kind of moment
when the camera pans out and away
leaving you in the middle of it all.

somedays, the world just doesn't want to be for you.

sometimes i notice how many ideas i've lost. and sometimes that's particularly hard to take ( Read more... )