This is going to be one of those deep entries where I ramble about shit that most people don't care about, but anywho here I go. I never thought I'd say it but I miss High school. Of course not the actual place, but my friends I had junior/senior year. We were this great group of kids and I just miss it. You say that you'll keep in touch, that you ( Read more... )

Michelle Branch has the best lyrics..

"Why are we afraid to be in love?
To be loved
I can't explain it
I know it's tough to be loved"

hmpf, wtf is wrong with me.
I hate myself sometimes...=/

SO, I'm home for Spring Break from college already....jesus, it really does fly by. Anyway, got home yesterday around four. It was good to be home but of course I got bored really fast. No worries it's just because I came home on thursday and no one is around. Spring semester has def been better to me than last. I am doing well in my classes, I'm ( Read more... )

I appreciate everyone trying to look out for me and warn me about a certain situation...but I really don't need to hear it anymore. I know that situation, the circumstances, and what could happen. Like many have said before, it's your life and you have to figure it out for yourself. No matter how many times someone can tell you something you won't ( Read more... )

Why do I always feel like people have alterior motives and you can trust no one?

So this weekend has been more low key than the last. Wednesday Night Jules, Dan, Wes and I got drunk and went to Divas and had a fucking blast. It was so much better than thursday night. I fucking love dancing. Can't wait to do it again this week. So Friday night stayed in and watched the Notebook with Jules and Stacy. We had auditions this moring ( Read more... )

So my first weekend back at UMass sucked major ass, I stayed in every night.

However this weekend was a lot of fun.

yay for happiness

What is happiness? I'd really love to know what it feels like for more than a brief moment of time. I am never happy with any outcome. I stopped and thought about it and I can't remember a time that I was truly happy. As the first semester was coming to a close I was aching to return home, overly confident that it was just what I needed. Of course ( Read more... )

I want to go back to school. NOW.

I know I've been a fool since you've been gone
I better give it up and carry on
cuz livin in a dream of you and me
is not the way my life should be
I don't want to cry a tear for you
so forgive me if I do

If only you were here tonight
I know that we could make it right...

(ya wicked lame and gay but who fucking cares)