it's late, im tired.

[bryce6824]

This is going to be one of those deep entries where I ramble about shit that most people don't care about, but anywho here I go. I never thought I'd say it but I miss High school. Of course not the actual place, but my friends I had junior/senior year. We were this great group of kids and I just miss it. You say that you'll keep in touch, that you won't change, but who are you kidding? You most def do change and for some reason or another you will drift... It's sad that college does that to you. Most people would probably say that you meet your best friends at college, but I dunno I don't feel like I've met anyone here that's like my friends from high school. To even have that one friendship that made you smile thinking about that person. You talked to them everyday, you told them everything. Stay on the phone for hours upon hours.. simply laughing at eachother. That person that taught you so much about yourself and was there for you when no one else was. Yes I know this sounds so lame.. but I really miss having that someone who you could go to anytime with anything and they'd listen to you. It sucks that people change and you lose that strong relationship you once had. I just get scared and down because most of the friendships i've made here @ UMass just don't seem that strong to me. They seem so superficial and like everyone is too busy with their own lives. I dunno know what I'm talking about.. I just miss having that connection with someone... I don't like growing up or change... because so far it's just been taking away great friendships. I miss the way things used to be..

However there IS that one person that makes me happy ;)