tomorrow is graduation. it really hasn't quite hit home that this is "it." it is amazing feeling--whatever it is. i can't quite put my finger on it. i'll write again with more articulate feelings after the dust has settled. :)

can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep. too many thoughts. good and bad. i am really excited about madonna's new album. am i gonna make it spain? holy crap graduation. my life is going to change completely. my husband is in europe. i am sure of it. i feel it with everything in me. not that i will marry anytime soon. i just know he's there. the psychic ( Read more... )

my goodness. why hasn't it taken me so long to post? i still don't feel completely ready. life has been good but it its goodness i feel so strange. senior year is trucking along merrily. i am absolutely rotting from senioritis--it is so bad i am misspelling my name. my emotions are totally all over the place. i just returned from a quickie san ( Read more... )

i'm not quite ready to make a full-on "life as we know it" post. this is merely a message that...i intend to. i will soon. thoughts are numerous...happy, sad, confused, apathetic, positive, negative...an endless array of emotions. until i get just one to write about i am going to float a bit more. i promise, i will talk soon.

december is upon us. i'm exhausted. its grown cold in flagstaff, the days are darker and the wind tires my bones. i want to sleep and dream of life in spain, beauty, and inspiration. this semester has been the most difficult of my life. priorities are not balanced and there is chaos everywhere. i feel like such a little girl sometimes. other days, ( Read more... )

much much much has been going on and i have been too lethargic to comment on it. my world is whirling. i just returned from a 5 day stint in philadelphia of PRSSA. exhausting. great fun. didn't get as much out of it as i would have liked. boo. the semester is half way over and i'm stunned. time is flying and i'm watching it go by. busyness has a ( Read more... )

so, a wonderful, absolutely insane event occurred the other day and it has left me spinning. i had an incredibly passionate and romantic night with a spanaird named borja and...i've never wanted to abandon my life and go to spain more so than now. i'm still tingling. he was amazing and i think it was an omen of some sort. i've decided that i'm ( Read more... )

Man. Oh Man. Never have I been so busy in all my life. I think I may have bitten off more than I can chew this time. So school is progressing merrily although it seems to be on the last burner with KJACK Radio, PRSSA, and my receptionist job at Undergraduate Admissions. I leave the house early-early,and come home when its dark. I practically live ( Read more... )

senior year has commenced. i can't believe it. i love being back in flagstaff. its wonderful to be around friends, to see how much they have grown and share their adventures and new lives. the new townhouse is amazing. lots of room, no more hunting for quarters and creepy laundry rooms. i now have my own comfortable nook for laundering clothes. NAU ( Read more... )

these have been strange days. it has been so wonderful to be home. my beloved arizona desert has welcomed me back with big skies, breath taking sunsets, and friendly faces wishing me well. there is happiness but at the same time, much gloom. i am so scared of this new year. i feel as though i am staring over a cliff of the abyss and i have no idea ( Read more... )