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I dare you...
I'm still here. Strangely enough. Its drawing every closer to the begining of feburary... and then it'll be a year since i met my ex. This is a scary concept. But its really okay.... ish. Maybe.... Today has been one of those days. One of those days where i've just wanted to rip mostly everyones eyes out including my own. but today happened ( Read more... ) -
new year resolutions:
- Find nice, single, bohemian girl. Who is uncomplicated and willing to meet me half way.
- Exercise more.
- Smoke less.
- Drink less.
- Write more.
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just..... breathe..
Lately life is at a bit of a standstill. Or thats what it feels like, maybe its the lack of writing, and lack of routine thats just getting at me. It's okay though i'll figure stuff out. Maybe its an emotional hangover...? The other day i was up until about half two in the morning.... and just needed someone to come rescue me, it happened to be ( Read more... ) -
It has been an extremely long time
Since i've updated... mostly because I've taken time out to deal with myself. Fix myself if you will. I'll fill you in though, in all thats happened in since the 25th of november ( Read more... ) -
all illusions aside.
Recent complex: Pretending to myself that i was crazy about a girl who actually, was a twat, because i knew it was ending soon and like to put create illusions to myself that actually i'll find someone decent ( Read more... ) -
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My problem is: I'm terrified of falling for this one ( Read more... ) -
Future
Im starting to fear the future. I dont want next september to come. Mostly because it means letting go of the one person that actually can get through my thick skull when i'm full of noise. Well not really letting go of... its not really a goodbye either... but she'd be moving far far away to uni. Which i want her to do with all my heart, just ( Read more... ) -
Blergh.
Ive had an eventful week. I was nearly face raped on my drive. Nearly started on by some bloke. Been camp. Been sad. Been happy. Been at the pub far too much. Been bought drinks. Drank far too much for my mind to cope with. Found out my best friend is seriously shagging around... which is okay... because she hasnt done it before. (my advice: ( Read more... ) -
The final word
It came. The final punch. The final stab for some form of reaction. I was waiting for it for a while... mostly because I knew Deranged Bat would have to get the last word in somewhere. So naturally, her getting with a NEW bird - who might I add, is ALSO on my contacts list - was expected. Face i've nothing against. Except maybe for the fact she ( Read more... ) -
Alreet
Afternoon ( Read more... )