John - Hasn't talked to me since we mutually decided we were never dating. It's been about five days. I don't understand, if he was okay with us not dating, then why won't he talk to me? I just think he's being a prick and only wanted to talk to me if i would date him... which is retarded cause he's never had a girlfriend so he doesn't know how to ( Read more... )

i'm failing US History... why? i don't know because FRICKMAN told me that as long as i did all my homework second half of the quarter i wouldn't fail and i missed a quiz. i asked him if i could make it up when i'd missed it and he goes well i hafta make up a new one cause i already passed the first one back, so i'll tell you when i've got it. well ( Read more... )

john - hasn't called in going on five days. i think he's mad about me dancing with tom at the dance. also i think he got the idea that i don't wanna be dating him... i feel bad but it's true.UPDATE i just got a textmessage from him saying "if you get this text me or call i'm wondering where we stand right now i'm confused" if he's that confused why ( Read more... )

so john called sunday night and i talked to him for a few minutes, then lied and said i had to go...

then he didn't call monday, not that i mind, because i'm trying to put off the having to tell him i'm not interested in him. i mistakingly said tom instead of john to a friend when i was telling her he hasn't called... not subconscious at ALLtoday ( Read more... )

okay so last night was the dance, and john did come. and he slept over. and he bought me tulips and did the whole cute date thing... but i just still wasn't feelin it. i need to tell him that this whole thing just isn't going to work. i just don't feel any more than friendship with him. originally i did, but the mnore i talk to him the more it ( Read more... )

My pirate name is:

Calico Mary Rackham


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okay so how pathetic is it that i'm now a size 14 according to a size chart i looked at online... so anyways i'm determined to be smaller so i've been doing between 400 and 800 crunches a day and about 30 push ups... ugh this sucks...

John is coming down for my snowball on the 28th. YAY! and i got invited to go in on a limo for prom with some of my friends... i think i'm going to ask john soon if he wants to take me to my prom... you hafta see my dress that i want... http:// ( Read more... )

john came down and spent monday with me and my friends. we had fun, i think anyways. first we went to Cassie's and hung out and watched Boondock Saints (shocker!), then we picked up Brittany and went to the mall. we modeled clothes for him. then we brought her home and went to chelsea's and we all went to Wendy's for something to eat then went back ( Read more... )

john's dad said that it's cool with him if he comes down to ct on monday so MOST LIKELY he's coming. here's our convo ( Read more... )