The big Dance
okay so last night was the dance, and john did come. and he slept over. and he bought me tulips and did the whole cute date thing... but i just still wasn't feelin it. i need to tell him that this whole thing just isn't going to work. i just don't feel any more than friendship with him. originally i did, but the mnore i talk to him the more it reinforces the friendship thing... i saw a guy i went on a couple dates with a long time ago and he was having such a bad time so i ASKED john if i could dance with him and so he said yeah sure and then he wouldn't talk to me at the end of the night, until we got home... i'm sorry that i danced with someone else and talked to someone else! BIG DEAL! besides i'd probably have rathered to be there with tom anyways because we have stuff in common and he actually talked to me even tho he couldn't dance he was cute about it...