it's funny how I go way out for everyones birthdays.
yet for my birthday.
all I got was a happy birthday or a "it's your birthday?"

and people wonder why I don't think they care about me.

I'm fat. Ugly and Lonley. No one understands me and no one gets me anymore. I've been forgotten by all my friends. I am no one again. Ironic how meds are suppose to work right? WEll they don't.

A girl sits in the back and listens to the band play ( Read more... )

FUCK LIVEJOURNAL. jesus

This journal is a real personal journal about me. About my fucking feelings and emotions I can't express in my other journal. This is who I truly am, and If I add you to this friends list, you are considered my best friend, someone I can trust my life with.

If you just want to be a friend, not having to hear me complain about the bullshit that goes ( Read more... )