i wish i didnt do this to myself..

its been a long fucking two weeks..

oh look im still awake.. might as well not go to sleep

ive oficially met my limit.. the breaking point..

its 4am.. and nothing nothing at all..

ps... i am a f**king mess right now..

i would just like to say FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF*ck at the tops of my lungs and screm into my pillow

tonight is not a goodnight

today was wonderful

got all my books

saw all my girls

classes start tomorrow

PUT A DOWNPAYMENT ON A NEW CAR!

im waiting for someone to tell me im dreaming!

the only thing that would make this better is if i could see my boy but its gonna be awhile for that so i gotta stay poooositive.

::miss him::

when does it end ( Read more... )

is it wrong to actually want to hang out with your boyfriend his last week in western mass? oh alright then i guess it must be..

i didnt get that memo

its only a little past noon and this day already blows

im not doing well today..

the end

im still here.. just in case anyone was wondering..

doubtful i know but im in my new apartment and have been here for over a week and i love it..

more updates later

have to start packin im moving out in a week.. scary stuff

things are different lately.. its weird..

something doesnt feel right..

ps. i recorded my dad snoring last night, so he can no longer deny that i can hear him through the walls.. ahh in a weird twisted way i will miss that

pss.
::my heart is in your hands, take care of it::