Y Yeah. I haven't updated in SO long. So I thought I would. It's been really hard to find real friends. I feel like I can't trust anyone because once I turn my back I feel like my trust is being thrown in my face. I hate when people say one thing and then go and do another.  Like when people say they don't like someone and then pretend to be their ( Read more... )

Wow. I can't even begin to tell you how stressed I am. I feel like curling up in a ball on my bed and sleeping the rest of my life away. Between school and my parents and my friends and just everything I feel like dropping everything and starting over. I wish I could go all the way back in time and lead a different life. Honestly. That would be ( Read more... )

Sometimes, I get so lonely, it hurts. I feel like there is no one in the world that I can rely on, or talk to, or anything. Cause I don't want to. I don't want to talk to anyone. I just want to fucking deal with it myself. I just want to cry it all out. I'd rather cry for hours then tell someone how I feel. I can't stand to have my feelings judged ( Read more... )

Okay. Well I'm currently babysitting. It's getting really boring. But at least I get paid so I can go to ARR tomorrow with Cat<3. I think some people I know are going to be there. Acctually a lot of people I know. I haven't seen ARR in a while so I'm excited. I ordered a hoodie offline, it should be comming soon. (Call's Nicole.) I auditioned for ( Read more... )

First update! This LJ is probably going to be public!

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