So I had a dream last night that requires journaling. When I woke up it was because I was having the absolute, certain feeling that this had happened to me before; but in telling Chris about it, I'm sure it never did. I must have been in a similar situation, and the dream is reminding me of that time, but it wasn't the same, I don't think...not ( Read more... )

She's THREE YEARS OLD today. It seems only yesterday there was every shade of drama about keeping her in my life. Now I willingly give her up for extended weekends once in a while...and love her with all of my heart. I can't imagine my life without her. But she's not a baby anymore. *sniffles ( Read more... )

Called David's Bridal *gagpukegag* today, and they do have the super-suck-it-in-deluxe-make-your-boobs-look-cool bra, for the suspected amount of 50.00. I thought about calling other bridal shops and checking the prices, but that's work. Bleh. So I think I'll see if I can wheedle it out of Chris first, and if not, then I'll research other ( Read more... )

First of all, I want to take the time to thank God for all of our friends who were safe. Two of them safe due to illness, sounds like more than a coincidence to me...and I *am* eternally grateful for every life saved ( Read more... )

I'm back. I don't want to be, Cat's still in the hospital, but I couldn't take anymore of Jason's bullshyt, so I had to go. Fuckin asshole. I swear to God that as soon as I can get my family moved back to Columbus, I am taking his ass back to mediation/court. I am so done dealing with him. I don't care what the lawyer costs...he had no right ( Read more... )

I know he is immensely relieved....yay, honey! Now, if you can JUST get a job in Columbus, I will be a happy bunny. :o ( Read more... )

She was too sleepy to talk, but I sang happy birthday to her and she said "I love you, mommy" before she fell asleep. That's ok, she needed the nap before her birthday party anyway ( Read more... )

I think that's how the song goes. Money sucks. Correction, the lack of money sucks ( Read more... )

Cerebral Palsy.

That's the mini time-bomb that Marly dropped on me this weekend. Cat doesn't have water on the brain, she has cerebral palsy. Anyone interested in finding out what that is can click here. So now we have a name. It changes nothing, it changes everything. Typical of the way I've been feeling. I will say this, tho...it is ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a while, and I figured it was time to post something ( Read more... )