Comments | brightlotusmoon: I just want new socks.

brightlotusmoon

I just want new socks.

Mar 19, 2015 00:23

I feel too disconnected. Too much dissociation. Definitely not enough emotion. This bizarre illogical crying phenomenon... I dislike it intensely. It should not be happening. I must have control over my physiological functions during reactions to situations that would see crying, a symptom of emotion, as inappropriate and highly irrational. One ( Read more... )

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nightshade1972 March 19 2015, 12:34:15 UTC

As you know, I've had multiple (17) brain surgeries. One of my "favorite" (she said, with heavy sarcasm) things the Maternal Unit ever said to me was when she was lamenting that I "used to be such a sweet, lovable child, then I had all those brain surgeries and now my personality's completely different." Really, what she regrets is that I ultimately grew a backbone and stopped letting her run my life.