Stages. Cats

[brightlotusmoon]

Since I am still in shock, I feel like I'm moving through the Kubler-Ross stages of grief completely out of order. I've accepted that Rose is dead and I am deeply depressed. While I held her waiting for Adam, I knew she was dying and I was already angry and bargaining. When the vet said she was critical, I accepted and realized she was probably

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[marika_kailaya]

i know, honey. it must be unbearable right now. may bast guard her soul.

[naamah_darling]

My heart grieves for yours. I don't even have words to describe how deeply.

I am so sorry. It's a terrible emptiness and I would never wish it on you. My hands . . . my hands were so lonely after losing Tazendra that I had to put a stuffed animal where she slept so that there would be something there. Having there be nothing at all was a more painful reminder than having there be SOMETHING there, even though it wasn't her. In some ways, that was the worst. The lonely hands.

I don't know Beca, but I want to hug her. Thank you, person I don't know, for helping so well.

All my love to you and to Adam.

I dreamed briefly last night of cool white bones under a soft and radiant moon, a smallish cat curled up and lounging peacefully in the company of a much larger domestic cat; lion-sized. It was not a bad dream, though it was a little sad. It was quite peaceful, and the little cat was being well-loved. <3

I am so sorry. I truly am.

[brightlotusmoon]

I've known Beca for ten years and we were in love the instant we saw each other. We were destined to become best friends and sisters. She told me that throughout all her past incarnations, human and angel and otherwise, she was to be with me, that as long as I kept breathing, the universe would have one of its greatest sources of light.

I love your dream. It feels... refreshing.

[alumiere]

I'm so sorry. Glad becca and james came over though. Hugs to you and adam and luna and jupiter. Take care of each other.

[elialshadowpine]

*more hugs to you and yours*

[amigone]

Sending love from Josie and myself. I'm so sorry she's gone.