i was really pissed before and i have cooled down. but dont disregard everything in that entry. it is true just take it lightly i want things to simmer down...

sam calls me and tells me your pissed cause i hit you jana!:-O well guess what!? you hit me first and YES it did hurt. and guess what else! you hit me all the time. and it hurts then to. and again, if its that big of a pain to drive me places, then jenn already offered to drive me to and from school. i was fine before you drove me. and actually ( Read more... )

so today i got up really late. i ran out of the house and looked like complete shit. and i've realized lately that its really annoying when people cant take a hint. like harrison for instence...he never shuts up and he likes me so he doesnt stop staring and it bothers me. but the highlight of my day was when john finally came up to me and talked to ( Read more... )

so i just got back from new york and it was amazing.:-) not only was our tour guide a hottie, but last night before we headed home we went to this restaurant called Dillon's. it was awsome food and we had live entertainment! it was all these people living in NY who havent made it big yet and they performed for us. but show choir had to sing too.* ( Read more... )

FUCKIN EXCITED!! IM GOIN TO NEW YORK IM GOIN TO NEW YORK!!!:-D*singing stupidly* WELL I WONT MISS YOU BITCHES BUT I KNOW YOU'LL MISS ME :-D jk but does is feel nice to travel again. i love to travel. been in suburbia way to long....

dont call the cell.....it still costs.

be back sunday!!!

it just doesnt matter how much you try, sometimes you just cant forget a person. through everything i still cant find it in me to hate.

My stupid mouth,
Has got me in trouble.
I said too much again.
To a date over dinner yesterday
And I could see he was offended.
he said well anyway...
Just dying for a subject change.

Oh, it’s another social casualty
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it seems like one day you just stop

stop swinging, stop climbing , stop laughing all together

one day its all sun and the rest is gloomy weather

i cant remember one thing from my childhoods past

and this life of eternal mourning is definitley bound to last

i miss the curls and skinned elbows,

worn out socks and dirty knees

now it's racoon eyes and ( Read more... )

woot woot so porter thinks im sexy and that just makes my day :) call if you need me bitches

well it was an interesting weekend... got to my dressing room to find an anonymus {sp} note to me..it was sweet but my interest level in anything is low. i did alright in the show. i wish i'd have done better but o well. im just glad its over. saturday me and jana went to her aunt and uncles house to play with the kitties and horsies:-) i love ( Read more... )

HA!! the comercial for show choir was fucking joke. but o well. it was like soft gothic porn, me being the porn star.:-P*smacks forehead* tomorrows airs the hairsprays show choir comercial....shoot me.

i  was so tired today . i slept in almost every class. thank god they didnt give much homework though.:-/ dude so my period is sucking so bad and i ( Read more... )