Why am I so jealous? I have no reason to be but for some reason, jealousy gets the better of me ( Read more... )

Well, I put this off for a while cause I really didn't want to talk about it much but I guess I should let everyone know what happen with my folks when I came out ( Read more... )

Well for those of you who don't know me well, I am going to "offically" come out to my parents this weekend. I suspect they know, but it has never been discussed with them. This is something that is very hard for me, but I am ok with the outcome, no matter what it is. That doesn't mean that I won't be upset, but means that I know I will survive ( Read more... )

Things have been going very well in my life. Still having some sort of relationship with David and Zan, but we are technically "just friends". I am really happy with the way things are going with the three of us. They are both wonderful guys and make me feel so welcome to be there in their lives. I can't express what that means because I have ( Read more... )

Got up Saturday and David called and invited me to go with them to see the TCC movie again. Zan was going to meet us there and David and I were going to meet some guys for lunch at Cafe Express. I had a very nice time and was able to meet a lot of new people that I didn't know. Stayed over at their house till about 9 then came home, cause David ( Read more... )

I went to the premiere of the movie "The Power of Harmony", which is a documentory based on the Turtle Creek Chorale. NO, I am not in the TCC, but do know some people in it, including two of the most important people in my life: Zan and David ( Read more... )

Vegas was fun. I ended up winning about $1400 on roulette. I lucked out on Sunday my birthday cause I walked up to the table that Zan was playing on and put a $25 chip on 11. Well 11 hit and I won $875 right then. Made for a damn good birthday. I want to thank Zan and David for taking me out there and making the weekend a good one, even ( Read more... )

Well everyone. I am leaving in the morning for Las Vegas with David and Zan. They are taking me out there for my 35th birthday on Sunday. I can't tell you how excited I am to get to spend 4 full days out there with them.

My heart feels very full right now. I hope it always continues.

See ya when I get back.

With the help of my friends Kim and Susan and then with the help of David and Zan, I am trying to learn to not worry so much. I have a bad habit of getting worried over things that I shouldn't be worried about. I don't know why I do this, but the only thing I can think of is my own insecurity ( Read more... )

One of the girls that I work with(who is from New York, btw) just said that New Orleans deserved what happened to them, because they are a "sin city" and there are bad things that go on down there. OK, my thing is what about NY? Isn't it just about as bad? And aren't places like Las Vegas, Miami, and some other places considered "sin cities"? ( Read more... )